- Aug 6, 2022
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Dapple traveled slowly through the large expanse of land sprawling before her. Her long coat protecting her from the harshness of the wind for the most part. One foot in front of the other. Over and over. Dapple wasn't sure what she was walking towards. Maybe she was just walking away, away from that place, the crowded streets, the calm little gardens, the twolegs that swept up her littermates one by one. Leaving the haggard she-cat behind in their hast to adopt her adorable little siblings. Dapple was happy they were wanted. Happy they would be cared for and loved for the rest of their lives. Safe in the arms of their twoleg friends. Always have a meal when their hungry. Warmth when their cold. She stopped and closed her sun-set eyes for a moment. I couldn't feed them right. I couldn't keep them all so warm, so full and safe that they never had to worry about anything. She tried to convince herself. Fending off the guilt and grief at having just, let them be carried off by the smiling twolegs. It's what mama would have wanted. She reminded herself. She didn't want to think of what her father would say about it.
Her foot-steps were as heavy as her mind, her relentless thought chasing themselves in circles. Find something new. They're safe and they'll be happy.
Without you.
A tiny voice whispered to her, her ears flicked, like she could fling the thought away with the small movement. Head low and tail dragging the dry ground, she forced herself onward. Until, she paused, lifting her muzzle and pricking her ears. She smelled something. Someone. A lot of someone's. Cats.
Many cats. Her fur bristled and she suddenly froze. She'd never met a cat that wasn't her family. She was with her smaller littermate's or alone hunting close to the twoleg village. 'what do I do? Should I introduce myself? What do you do with other cats?'
She thought only of her siblings, licking their faces clean or telling them story's, hunting for them and comforting them. Like when mother- Well. She knew how to treat a cat. She thought assuredly. How different could it be from her littlemate's, really? She began to get excited as she followed the scent. Other cats! Someone to talk too, to take care of. Somewhere she would be needed, where she could help and be useful! She dreamed. Quickening her paw-steps.
Her foot-steps were as heavy as her mind, her relentless thought chasing themselves in circles. Find something new. They're safe and they'll be happy.
Without you.
A tiny voice whispered to her, her ears flicked, like she could fling the thought away with the small movement. Head low and tail dragging the dry ground, she forced herself onward. Until, she paused, lifting her muzzle and pricking her ears. She smelled something. Someone. A lot of someone's. Cats.
Many cats. Her fur bristled and she suddenly froze. She'd never met a cat that wasn't her family. She was with her smaller littermate's or alone hunting close to the twoleg village. 'what do I do? Should I introduce myself? What do you do with other cats?'
She thought only of her siblings, licking their faces clean or telling them story's, hunting for them and comforting them. Like when mother- Well. She knew how to treat a cat. She thought assuredly. How different could it be from her littlemate's, really? She began to get excited as she followed the scent. Other cats! Someone to talk too, to take care of. Somewhere she would be needed, where she could help and be useful! She dreamed. Quickening her paw-steps.