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She remembers her first trek to Highstones at six moons, barely out of the nursery; her fur had still been kitten-soft, fluffed up around her bony frame out of excitement. By the time she and Starlingheart had made it to Mothermouth, her paws had ached, but she'd fought through her exhaustion at the wondrous sight of the Moonstone itself. Through it all, her mentor had been there, a comforting flank to lean into, a guiding tail against the unknown. She'd introduced her to the other Clans' medicine cats and had shielded them from their curiosity, their indifference, their judgment.
Marblepaw would face that alone now. She does not make the journey by herself, at least; the scarred, slim black figure of Hawkstride shadows her, his gaze wearily scanning the dark for movement. She had lost her mentor to the badger's clutches, but she has to remind herself that Hawkstride had lost a sister. She tries to imagine herself in his paws, tries to imagine Sycamorebloom's dark ginger pelt damp with blood, and feels the fur along her spine stiffen.
The warrior guard had been an order from Ternstar; her icy gaze had brooked no argument. In truth, Marblepaw had not protested; she had already proved herself to be a liability to the Clan, to be a gaping weakness in their ranks. Hawkstride's presence is a welcome one, in any case; she does not know if she would have made this journey by herself. The silence as the moon begins to silver the treeline is deep and yawning; had she been by herself, would it have devoured her whole?
Starlingheart, will I see you tonight? Her lower jaw trembles, but she tries not to cry. Instead, she gives Hawkstride a subdued look as the mire changes to scrub and then stone under their paws. They are the first to arrive tonight; she can scent no scents but ShadowClan's. "If you'll just wait outside for me... I'll be safe down there." She blinks gratefully his direction before descending the cavern.
Tonight, the darkness feels almost fuzzy. She can feel it pressing against her from all sides; she almost fears a paw made of shadow will reach for her flanks as she descends below the forest. But nothing happens as the cavern opens up before her. The Moonstone is still dull, waiting for the moon to reach its zenith, and Marblepaw sits quietly.
Before long, the others come. There are cats here who have not seen the Moonstone before; Marblepaw had seen them at the Gathering, but it is not until tonight they will be medicine cats in more than name only. The red-crested she-cat who accompanies Moonbeam is Robinheart, she remembers, a former warrior, and the pale apprentice with Gentlestorm is Hopepaw. She wonders if there is fear in their hearts, now that they are face-to-face with the unknown.
They wait until everyone has gathered — Fireflyglow, Gentlestorm and Hopepaw, Moonbeam and Robinheart, Cottonsprig and Celandinepaw — before she speaks. Though the sadness tightens her voice, she does not waver as she tells them, "Starlingheart has joined StarClan. She..." She hesitates, but settles on, "she died for ShadowClan." She could have lived for ShadowClan, had it not been for me. "I will be ShadowClan's medicine cat now."
She meets each pair of gleaming eyes, but settles briefly on Celandinepaw's. You have helped my Clan more than I can say. She hopes her friend can understand that now.
warrior escort: @HAWKSTRIDE
medicine cats / mcas: @Moonbeam @robinheart @cottonsprig @CELANDINEPAW @GENTLESTORM @HOPEPAW @Fireflyglow
Marblepaw would face that alone now. She does not make the journey by herself, at least; the scarred, slim black figure of Hawkstride shadows her, his gaze wearily scanning the dark for movement. She had lost her mentor to the badger's clutches, but she has to remind herself that Hawkstride had lost a sister. She tries to imagine herself in his paws, tries to imagine Sycamorebloom's dark ginger pelt damp with blood, and feels the fur along her spine stiffen.
The warrior guard had been an order from Ternstar; her icy gaze had brooked no argument. In truth, Marblepaw had not protested; she had already proved herself to be a liability to the Clan, to be a gaping weakness in their ranks. Hawkstride's presence is a welcome one, in any case; she does not know if she would have made this journey by herself. The silence as the moon begins to silver the treeline is deep and yawning; had she been by herself, would it have devoured her whole?
Starlingheart, will I see you tonight? Her lower jaw trembles, but she tries not to cry. Instead, she gives Hawkstride a subdued look as the mire changes to scrub and then stone under their paws. They are the first to arrive tonight; she can scent no scents but ShadowClan's. "If you'll just wait outside for me... I'll be safe down there." She blinks gratefully his direction before descending the cavern.
Tonight, the darkness feels almost fuzzy. She can feel it pressing against her from all sides; she almost fears a paw made of shadow will reach for her flanks as she descends below the forest. But nothing happens as the cavern opens up before her. The Moonstone is still dull, waiting for the moon to reach its zenith, and Marblepaw sits quietly.
Before long, the others come. There are cats here who have not seen the Moonstone before; Marblepaw had seen them at the Gathering, but it is not until tonight they will be medicine cats in more than name only. The red-crested she-cat who accompanies Moonbeam is Robinheart, she remembers, a former warrior, and the pale apprentice with Gentlestorm is Hopepaw. She wonders if there is fear in their hearts, now that they are face-to-face with the unknown.
They wait until everyone has gathered — Fireflyglow, Gentlestorm and Hopepaw, Moonbeam and Robinheart, Cottonsprig and Celandinepaw — before she speaks. Though the sadness tightens her voice, she does not waver as she tells them, "Starlingheart has joined StarClan. She..." She hesitates, but settles on, "she died for ShadowClan." She could have lived for ShadowClan, had it not been for me. "I will be ShadowClan's medicine cat now."
She meets each pair of gleaming eyes, but settles briefly on Celandinepaw's. You have helped my Clan more than I can say. She hopes her friend can understand that now.
warrior escort: @HAWKSTRIDE
medicine cats / mcas: @Moonbeam @robinheart @cottonsprig @CELANDINEPAW @GENTLESTORM @HOPEPAW @Fireflyglow
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