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POOR LITTLE LEDDY USED TO ALWAYS SMOKE CIGARETTES WHEN SHE COULDN'T SLEEP "what... i want?" cornflowerpaw repeats, staring at the woman with barely controlled rage swimming in her already fiery colored gaze. she has to bite her tongue. she has to hold herself back from screaming at ternstar...

POOR LITTLE LEDDY USED TO ALWAYS SMOKE CIGARETTES WHEN SHE COULDN'T SLEEP "why did you bring me here?" there is a bitterness to her tone, and it will not be held back for the fear of being scolded or even abandoned. it's too late for that, it's too late for anything that would make...

POOR LITTLE LEDDY USED TO ALWAYS SMOKE CIGARETTES WHEN SHE COULDN'T SLEEP "ughhh, don't know why we had to be sent on such a boring patrol! don't you have an apprentice to help you, yet? wasting our time when we should be doing something elseeee!" the voice of houndcry makes cornflowerpaw pin...

POOR LITTLE LEDDY USED TO ALWAYS SMOKE CIGARETTES WHEN SHE COULDN'T SLEEP tired. oh, she's so tired that her body aches in ways she isn't used to. it was simply too much this time. too much to get up from, too much to feel like she may survive. she will, of course she will. she's stronger than...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. // retro to meeting. "mhm." she gives the woman a nod, blinking slowly as if she's almost not really amused by the request. she isn't. she's tired, and she doesn't want to play this silly game where she pretends like looking at ternstar right now doesn't...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. "huh? oh. uh. hey, i guess." she hadn't been paying attention at all. guess she just wasn't expecting to really find anyone here and while normally she is cold and unkind to those around her– a coping mechanism to prevent herself from getting hurt in the...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. cornflowerpaw knows she should have listened to her gut when it said not to go to this stupid meeting, but simply because it is her mother upon that rock, she has to. she's hardly listening, face dull and yet, somehow, there is a bit of fire in her gaze...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. "up. try again. come on, i will not let you go home and have a meal until you've done it right at least once." cornflowerpaw is exhausted. time and time again she's gone through every single move with unsteady paws. she's good at fighting, in some innate...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. cornflowerpaw only listens to her brother simply because she's here. her expression is unreadable and her body language can only be described as one thing. cold. he asks her if what she said was truly the reason behind her apology and the outburst in the...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. she doesn't move. she simply just stares at the older apprentice, ears flicking back with frustration and agitation. she's been trying to be reasonable here, but she can't help the way she just doesn't want to be. her teeth bared back, and venom ready on...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. cornflowerpaw feels... weird. but much like most of her feelings she's had since she was given her new name, she does what she can to push it down. her ears pin back as she stares at the ground, and for a moment she forgets what she had intended to do...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. cornflowerpaw doesn't think that she needs to apologize for a thing. but the biggest part of her misses him. the annoyance that is her brother. they've only really ever had each other after their mom became leader, and even though now rainbowpaw has...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. "but that's why we'll be training! maybe you can help me, i'm sure you'll be great at it," the words make her rattle. her gaze widens in confusion, uncertainty... and something else she can't quite discern. why would she say that? why would is she being so...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. cornflowerpaw hardly pays attention when her mother speaks. it's nothing to do with her and everything to do with the fact that she simply is learning to not care so much. her paws carry her beside her mentor who makes a comment to her quietly, making her...

I CAME COMMITTED, GUESS I OVERDID IT. cornflowerpaw feels like she is in some sort of cycle that she cant get out of. that outburst wasn't... intentional. she had no desire to air out the fact that she literally feels jealous of her own brother. not because she thinks he doesn't deserve to have...