- Dec 17, 2022
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By the time that the sun should begin to set, WindClan tastes smoke. The warriors that hurry in and out of camp cough and sputter. His son's body, lifeless and limp, smelling no longer of gorse and heather but burning fur and the sickly-sweet beginnings of decay, still rests nearby. There are no eyes left to protect from the sight of him. Those most vulnerable in this clan are stolen away to a place that is lush and protected; a battleground that Sunstar still remembers, faintly, by heart, now a nest for their battered fledglings. They will come back to a place where Bearpaw is already buried. Or perhaps not at all, if these flames refuse to be cowed. Whatever trenches they dig seem to have stalled it some, and the drenched-sweat shield of their wetted heather wall is a final stand.
The last pieces of the moor. The last remembrance of who they were, and what they had hoped for. A few final remnants of a dream that had carried Sunstar from the mountains, past valley and river, past peaked stones and verdant plains. To a place packed with battle and gore, betrayal, heartache. To begin again, he had thought. And perhaps, now, to die.
He does not sit in his den. Where his leg had once been is now crusted and dry. The wounds Wolfsong had tended to are at the very least neat. Each breath is slow and measured. Not to what he needs, but to the most he can care for. All that he can offer: the automation of a body that he does not wish to die, despite all that it has been through. In, and out. In again. Should he imagine it well enough, Bearpaw's ribs move with his own. His eyes close to preserve the image as the fire creeps closer. Scorchstreak still leads the clan towards its salvation. Still, she does what she can to save them. To protect the clan that she had abandoned him for, and its now-useless leader sheltered within.
Their loyalty is the last thing that he deserves.
Had StarClan spoken true, with the light blacked out before their eyes? A warning, not of his cruelty, but his demise? The terrible path that he would lead his clan to by merit of his own existence? If his kin were to die before he was; if he were to sit here in heartless abandonment as his warriors fought against the inevitable β did he not deserve each moment of this final agony?
His head turns towards the heavens.
And in this darkest of hours, the clouds above WindClan split. And as if StarClan cries with them, a brush of rain kisses his muzzle. Like silver tears, it sizzles into the flames. Across the walls of their camp. Across the fur of the son he had not thought he would lose so soon. There had been a time to avenge the threat to Rivepaw, to struggle against Featherpaw's wound. This was not a warrior's mourning, but a miserable father's, and he wishes only to gather the pity of StarClan into a new breath of life that he might spill into his clan. His home. His son. When his eyes open, hazy rings of color wash over the corners of his vision. The clouds, once packed tightly in rivulets of smoke and ash that they carry with disdain, now split to golden rods of light shot through to the very earth. Its graven beat, once the drole of a funeral song, touches every crevice of their camp.
It pierces him through. A soft shaft of pink, and the golden tones of his son's pelt, and the soft blue of his eyes β his grandfather's eyes, the ones that have been carried through this family until the end of all things β and this feeling, which must be StarClan's forgiveness, as the fires closest to camp lose their battle against this mortal enemy.
The rain that had brought the flowers avenges their demise.
And Sunstar, with his throat turned skyward and his eyes softly closed, with tracks of wetness down his face and a choked shivering trembling in his chest, drowns in this, and is for a moment at peace.
The last pieces of the moor. The last remembrance of who they were, and what they had hoped for. A few final remnants of a dream that had carried Sunstar from the mountains, past valley and river, past peaked stones and verdant plains. To a place packed with battle and gore, betrayal, heartache. To begin again, he had thought. And perhaps, now, to die.
He does not sit in his den. Where his leg had once been is now crusted and dry. The wounds Wolfsong had tended to are at the very least neat. Each breath is slow and measured. Not to what he needs, but to the most he can care for. All that he can offer: the automation of a body that he does not wish to die, despite all that it has been through. In, and out. In again. Should he imagine it well enough, Bearpaw's ribs move with his own. His eyes close to preserve the image as the fire creeps closer. Scorchstreak still leads the clan towards its salvation. Still, she does what she can to save them. To protect the clan that she had abandoned him for, and its now-useless leader sheltered within.
Their loyalty is the last thing that he deserves.
Had StarClan spoken true, with the light blacked out before their eyes? A warning, not of his cruelty, but his demise? The terrible path that he would lead his clan to by merit of his own existence? If his kin were to die before he was; if he were to sit here in heartless abandonment as his warriors fought against the inevitable β did he not deserve each moment of this final agony?
His head turns towards the heavens.
And in this darkest of hours, the clouds above WindClan split. And as if StarClan cries with them, a brush of rain kisses his muzzle. Like silver tears, it sizzles into the flames. Across the walls of their camp. Across the fur of the son he had not thought he would lose so soon. There had been a time to avenge the threat to Rivepaw, to struggle against Featherpaw's wound. This was not a warrior's mourning, but a miserable father's, and he wishes only to gather the pity of StarClan into a new breath of life that he might spill into his clan. His home. His son. When his eyes open, hazy rings of color wash over the corners of his vision. The clouds, once packed tightly in rivulets of smoke and ash that they carry with disdain, now split to golden rods of light shot through to the very earth. Its graven beat, once the drole of a funeral song, touches every crevice of their camp.
It pierces him through. A soft shaft of pink, and the golden tones of his son's pelt, and the soft blue of his eyes β his grandfather's eyes, the ones that have been carried through this family until the end of all things β and this feeling, which must be StarClan's forgiveness, as the fires closest to camp lose their battle against this mortal enemy.
The rain that had brought the flowers avenges their demise.
And Sunstar, with his throat turned skyward and his eyes softly closed, with tracks of wetness down his face and a choked shivering trembling in his chest, drowns in this, and is for a moment at peace.
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