private I've come to love a heavy sky // sunstar

[Periwinklebreeze.]

OH, WHAT IT MEANS TO BE SOMEONE ━
THAT EVERYBODY HAS TO TALK TO━​

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periwinklebreeze ❀ 21 moons ❀ demi-boy ❀ windclan lead warrior ​

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Periwinklebreeze does not approach sunstar immediately after snakehiss's exile - if it can even be called that. The tom had left by choice - of his own free will, though he'd tried to convince others to join in his flight and had, inevitably, been cast out. Still, as time passes he finds his mind stuck in a loop - thoughts running aimlessly in circles as he relives memories he'd rather bury, as questions he'd never wanted to ask echo in his mind, as answers spring to his tongue before he can stop them. To speak of such things is not something the tom would normally do - and yet, this past moon has been such a trail that he finds himself helpless to his thoughts. He will speak because he must, because he fears that if he doesn't these thoughts they will swallow him whole.

Periwinklebreeze waits though - waits until he can wait no longer, blackened paws slipping forwards in near silence when he approaches his leader. He is tired - even for him, there have been far to many restless nights, eye bags heavy and body weary even as he trudges forwards. " Sunstar, " voice is quiet, gentle even - he is no stranger to anger and upset, has had his fair share of teeth at his throat, and he'd rather not find himself in such a situation again if he can help it.

" May I speak with you? " he asks quietly - he is not like the black-furred tom, will not air out his mind for all to see. This would be a matter held between the two of them and them alone, unless sunstar saw fit otherwise. He can only hope the other will listen - will let him speak, instead of jump to the wrong conclusions. He had trusted him upon his council - now, Periwinklebreeze wishes to offer him the same trust, the same honesty. Because he had not been without doubts.

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