PLAY US LIKE PAWNS AND RELENTLESSLY CONFINE
INTO LIVING UP TO GENDER ROLES AND HAVING ABSENT MINDS
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periwinklebreeze ❀ 22 moons ❀ demi-boy ❀ windclan queen
━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━━A pile of assorted 'goodies', each carefully plucked with thought and consideration for the ragtag group assembled before him. The first is a given - dustkit's tiny frame mimicking his own despite their lack of shared blood and drastically different shades of eyes. Bilberrykit too, makes a certain amount of sense - to spoil his kits, especially given his newfound status as queen is only a given. It's the third of the group that's a little odd - neither a kit nor his blood. But sheeppaw had always been a bit special, even if periwinklebreeze hadn't said as much aloud. That same sort of instant fascination, of affection and awe he'd once felt peering down at the blonde bundle that was thriftfeather had reared it's head once more, and while sheeppaw laid claim to a loving family and a mentor who wasn't him, he can only hope his gesture will still be well received.
" I h-have a surprise for you.. all of y-you - g-g-g-gifts, " he says, gentle voice warm and full of affection he doesn't bother to hide. Peri has always had so much love to give, and if he spoils his kits and his favorite apprentice.... well, can anyone blame him? He has so little joy these days, he can hardly help himself. A feather is shuffled forwards first with a playful puff of breathe - light and dancing upon the makeshift breeze as it flutters towards dustkit first. " For you, d-dustkit, " he hopes she likes it - less thought put into how shiny or pretty it was than how soft and how sharp it was. Surely, it'd make a good chew toy if nothing else. The next gift is one he's more hesitant about - memories stirring uncomfortably in his chest as he pushes away thoughts of a different black and white tom - pushing forwards the rough, round stone. He'd wanted to find something shinier, prettier, by instinct... but bilberrykit didn't always seem to care about things like that, so maybe it'd be okay that it was dull and brown and dirt strewn. It was still meant for hi and him alone - to bat around or.... well, whatever kits did with rocks these days. Peri had never been one to play much in his youth - content to idle away at his mother and dustpaws side. " And for you of c-course bilberrykit... j-j-just... don't hit anyone with it, " he doesn't think he will... probably; but it's best to at least give the gentle warning now rather than later.
" And I j-j-just... well, with y-you becoming an apprentice n-now a-and all sh-sheeppaw.. I thought you m-might like a g-g-gift too... for becoming a 'paw... " the words come faster now, more awkwardly as he struggles to contain his nerves. His gifts are not always met with care and acceptance after all, and the tom can't help but worry that maybe he's pushed things to far again. Put his muzzle where he's not wanted. Overstepped. Still, paws carefully shuffle forwards the strange, cloud-like material, blue eyes flitting about nervously as he continues to stammer - " it's wool - y-you know, from a sheep... th-thought it might m-make your nest comfortable, " and stars, if that hadn't been the hardest gift to collect, if only because bluepool had a habit of getting up early enough to hoard the lot of it for herself. But he'd not been her apprentice for nothing, and he'd remembered their wool gathering tips well enough to forage some of his own.
━ actions & " speech, " & 'thoughts/quotes' ━
Don't you think it's funny how they tell us how to live?
Don't you think it's funny how we're all delinquent kids?
// @sheeppaw @BILBERRYKIT @Dustkit