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"Walk with me?" Mirepurr had asked — and unlike their usual polite self, they had not waited for a proper answer before leading Ferndance out of camp. Thankfully, they are no fool; they had looked over their shoulder before making any meaningful distance, on the off-chance today's antics for Ferndance had included not listening to suggestions before she says yes. It would have been quite a joke to let Mirepurr go and hang back, amused giggle barely contained behind a paw... not today.
Today, Mirepurr hopes to take Ferndance apart, just a little bit; to wrench some of the seams apart and get a good look inside, past the humor and the lack of meaningful seriousness. She can be as fierce as any other warrior — is that fierce, but it can be easy to forget. Perhaps that is one of her greatest weapons. It is easy to get overwhelmed by someone you underestimate, as a result of what she puts on display... Mirepurr could learn a thing or two from her.
Usually this comes easy to them... but Mirepurr finds themself hesitating. How exactly should they start a conversation as sensitive as this? The nerves had not kicked in when they told Plumpaw what to do in their absence; had not compelled them to stop before approaching Ferndance. Now, she is at their heels, and there is no turning back.
Mirepurr slows their pace to fall in line with her, and picks their words carefully. "I understand if you don't want to talk about it, I just... well, I haven't asked yet because I didn't want to upset you, but I don't want to say nothing." Surely she understands. Their compassion towards their Clanmates is evident... but sometimes, it serves them better to stay silent and wait — even if there is no way time could heal the wound that a missing daughter.
Maybe we should have looked harder, they think, but Mirepurr knows that to be unfair. ShadowClan had combed through their territory and asked for those outside it to check as well. Snowypaw's disappearance is a mystery, and perhaps that is more agonizing than anything concrete.
"How are you faring, without Snowypaw?" Mirepurr refuses the urge to flinch at their own words. Ripping the bandaid off does not feel pleasant. "I... I hate that we just didn't find anything. At least we didn't find blood or anything too concerning, but... I imagine that does not help you sleep better at night."