❀❀ I NEED YOU HERE 'CAUSE I'M A MESS ❀❀
periwinklepaw | 10 months | demi-boy | he/they | physically easy (pacifist) | mentally easy | attack in bold #ccccff
periwinklepaw | 10 months | demi-boy | he/they | physically easy (pacifist) | mentally easy | attack in bold #ccccff
The past half-moon has been an utter mess. The world itself seems to be trying his patience - testing his strength. And periwinklepaw has been utterly failing. By no fault but his own he has grown thin and gaunt, his mind a mess and hi body suffering all the more for it. With ribs jutting and face sallow, it is sheer stubbornness that has him out on patrol - endless ' i'm fines ' and ' theres nothing wrong with me's ' falling uselessly past his lips in the process. But it is a lie - how long has it been since he could eat? since he had left himself? But every time he tries, all he can think of is the blood - the death. What he'd done. His stomach has long gone silent, leaving only numbness - but he pushes on.
Ignoring the rest of the patrol, jaws part as he catches a familiar scent. Long limbs fluidly drop into an easy crouch as though it is second nature to him, and he creeps forwards slowly - paws silent and ears pricked. One... two.. three... there! He's moving forwards instinctively, chasing after the rabbit that was foolish enough to leave its burrow. But as he flies after it, he knows he's made a mistake. Vision swirls and darkens, sending him staggering. Well shit. He has barely a moment to spare for that thought before the ground comes rushing up to meet him, face thunking solidly to the dirt and rocks as he promptly blacks out.
// @Bluepool mentor ping, no need to wait
tw: fainting, topics about eating disorders / withholding food
Ignoring the rest of the patrol, jaws part as he catches a familiar scent. Long limbs fluidly drop into an easy crouch as though it is second nature to him, and he creeps forwards slowly - paws silent and ears pricked. One... two.. three... there! He's moving forwards instinctively, chasing after the rabbit that was foolish enough to leave its burrow. But as he flies after it, he knows he's made a mistake. Vision swirls and darkens, sending him staggering. Well shit. He has barely a moment to spare for that thought before the ground comes rushing up to meet him, face thunking solidly to the dirt and rocks as he promptly blacks out.
// @Bluepool mentor ping, no need to wait
tw: fainting, topics about eating disorders / withholding food