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As Thriftpaw moves, it is with purpose. He knows that if he were to stop, he couldn't bring himself to start again. One paw in front of the other, his hindlegs stepping in the print left by his front, until Thriftpaw is ducking into the gorse tunnel and into the familiar sandy basin of camp. His torn ear twitches alongside the unwilling recollection of a thorn and blood. The gorse hadn't cut Thriftpaw today; it hasn't cut him in a long time. He's been learning how to avoid thorns.
"Where's Periwinklebreeze?" Thriftpaw asks at the same time as he spots him.
His rabbit-heart catches speed. He needs to keep moving. Thriftpaw's careful steps become a stride until the distance between himself and Periwinklebreeze is closed. Thriftpaw needs to do this. He reminds himself of such twice: he's been learning how to avoid thorns. They are far less painful when they are pulled out in a single motion.
"I know why you gave me that feather when — back when I first got here," Thriftpaw has never felt more like a kit than he does now, hearing his own young voice trying to sound serious, "You thought that uh... you thought that it would make me be your friend. Because I was new in WindClan I didn't know you weren't a good cat to be friends with. But I know that now. I don't want to be your friend anymore and uh — and not anybody else wants to either."
Thriftpaw knows this is the right choice, but guilt has gripped his heart since the moment he came to this decision. He had deflated the longer he had spoken, but Thriftpaw straightens himself now, tries to look like the proud WindClanner he knows he can become.
@Periwinklebreeze.
"Where's Periwinklebreeze?" Thriftpaw asks at the same time as he spots him.
His rabbit-heart catches speed. He needs to keep moving. Thriftpaw's careful steps become a stride until the distance between himself and Periwinklebreeze is closed. Thriftpaw needs to do this. He reminds himself of such twice: he's been learning how to avoid thorns. They are far less painful when they are pulled out in a single motion.
"I know why you gave me that feather when — back when I first got here," Thriftpaw has never felt more like a kit than he does now, hearing his own young voice trying to sound serious, "You thought that uh... you thought that it would make me be your friend. Because I was new in WindClan I didn't know you weren't a good cat to be friends with. But I know that now. I don't want to be your friend anymore and uh — and not anybody else wants to either."
Thriftpaw knows this is the right choice, but guilt has gripped his heart since the moment he came to this decision. He had deflated the longer he had spoken, but Thriftpaw straightens himself now, tries to look like the proud WindClanner he knows he can become.
@Periwinklebreeze.
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