- Aug 6, 2022
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Ravenpaw enjoyed being alone with her thoughts.
It was nice, of course, to puff herself up and preen for the sake of others. There was a satisfaction to be found in showing off just how much better she was than her clanmates. Which was to speak nothing of how much satisfaction she took in the little games she played with them.
To a point though, it was all performance. Whether she played the perfect apprentice or she simply played all her clanmates for fools, she played a part all the same. It could get tiring, after a while.
There were moments, like now, while she skulked through the underbrush hidden from the world, that she let out a breath she didn't know she had been holding. It was strange, how much more like herself she felt when she was alone. As she hunted, afforded herself the pleasure of a moment alone with her thoughts. The most intelligent company she could possibly have, she commented to herself wryly. Prey was sparse enough that like as not, she would find nothing no matter how much attention she paid. No one would blame her if she had little to show for her work.
The apprentice was so lost in her thoughts, that she let her paw slip on the wet ground. Within a moment, she was sent crashing down into the mud.
With a hiss, she quickly scrambled to her paws, spitting gunk from her mouth. An embarrassing, unforgivable lapse in judgement. She would find it appalling showing for anyone else, and for herself it was unthinkable. She was better than this.
Furtively, she glanced around to see if anyone had caught her little slip up.
It was nice, of course, to puff herself up and preen for the sake of others. There was a satisfaction to be found in showing off just how much better she was than her clanmates. Which was to speak nothing of how much satisfaction she took in the little games she played with them.
To a point though, it was all performance. Whether she played the perfect apprentice or she simply played all her clanmates for fools, she played a part all the same. It could get tiring, after a while.
There were moments, like now, while she skulked through the underbrush hidden from the world, that she let out a breath she didn't know she had been holding. It was strange, how much more like herself she felt when she was alone. As she hunted, afforded herself the pleasure of a moment alone with her thoughts. The most intelligent company she could possibly have, she commented to herself wryly. Prey was sparse enough that like as not, she would find nothing no matter how much attention she paid. No one would blame her if she had little to show for her work.
The apprentice was so lost in her thoughts, that she let her paw slip on the wet ground. Within a moment, she was sent crashing down into the mud.
With a hiss, she quickly scrambled to her paws, spitting gunk from her mouth. An embarrassing, unforgivable lapse in judgement. She would find it appalling showing for anyone else, and for herself it was unthinkable. She was better than this.
Furtively, she glanced around to see if anyone had caught her little slip up.
[ PENNED BY EMPYREAN ]