- Jun 30, 2023
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The time has come for Cinderpaw, her and Aspenpaw to pick out spots in the apprentice den, and what once made her excited to the point of not being able to sit still now makes her sick to her stomach. She had spent what felt like hours trying to make a nest and even then it looked terrible, patchy in places, bare in other. It frustrates her beyond belief that she hadn't been instantly good at it, but it was at least able to be slept in. That was good to her, but she has no flowers, nothing to decorate it with and it just looked bland.
Now she stands in the mouth of the apprentice den, the only hint of her discomfort is that of her fur raising just barely along her spine. Her nest is held in her mouth, and the choices are endless- but what if she messes up and puts her nest to someone MEAN? She thinks back to when Zappaw had shoved her in to the ground, sunburst of pain that had gripped her chest for just a few seconds. Dogskip wasn't an apprentice, but he had bared his teeth at her. And then- then Falconpaw yelled at him, so putting her nest anywhere near those two was off limits. She'd rather be caught dead than put her nest next to cats that don't like her. Fireflypaw was the medicine cat apprentice, Cinderpaw was her RIVAL, and, uh... Where was Doompaws? Where... So many new scents hit her nose as she pushes in just slightly further, ears flattening. So many cats all at once, she was used to there only being kittens. But Doompaw and the other kittens apprenticed last moon had time to change their scents and its all so overwhelming. Where is his nest? She assumes it'd be by Plaguepaws, but she can't even scent the other scruffy apprentice now.
She just stands there, staring blankly in. Panic seizes her chest and she drops her nest, ears flattening. Where was she allowed to even put hers? Should she just sleep off towards the walls of the den like she did with the nursery? Oh... She doesn't know. She doesn't know at all.
Now she stands in the mouth of the apprentice den, the only hint of her discomfort is that of her fur raising just barely along her spine. Her nest is held in her mouth, and the choices are endless- but what if she messes up and puts her nest to someone MEAN? She thinks back to when Zappaw had shoved her in to the ground, sunburst of pain that had gripped her chest for just a few seconds. Dogskip wasn't an apprentice, but he had bared his teeth at her. And then- then Falconpaw yelled at him, so putting her nest anywhere near those two was off limits. She'd rather be caught dead than put her nest next to cats that don't like her. Fireflypaw was the medicine cat apprentice, Cinderpaw was her RIVAL, and, uh... Where was Doompaws? Where... So many new scents hit her nose as she pushes in just slightly further, ears flattening. So many cats all at once, she was used to there only being kittens. But Doompaw and the other kittens apprenticed last moon had time to change their scents and its all so overwhelming. Where is his nest? She assumes it'd be by Plaguepaws, but she can't even scent the other scruffy apprentice now.
She just stands there, staring blankly in. Panic seizes her chest and she drops her nest, ears flattening. Where was she allowed to even put hers? Should she just sleep off towards the walls of the den like she did with the nursery? Oh... She doesn't know. She doesn't know at all.