- May 20, 2023
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// retro to attack ; tw for emetophobia
The sickness has been going on for somewhere around a half-moon now. As Cygnetstare's stomach had swollen slowly, through the utter chaos and the blood and the tears of the past sunrises, she had expected the nausea to abate. Not so. When they'd spoken to Gooseberry, only a few short turns of the moon before their life had been plunged into all...this, they'd been retaining their trim figure well enough. As she'd fled with the rest of the so-called rebels to this place, nothing had really impeded her long strides.
She recalls those times longingly now. Pregnancy, she's quickly found, is about as joyous and comfortable as a tunnel collapse. How could one not pay homage to death and ghosts, when this was the other side of the pelt? Nauseous (yet somehow hungry), about as mobile as a dead frog—and that was to say nothing of the rather unfortunate timing of these kits.
Not that she wasn't excited—quite the opposite. The prospect of some little things to teach, to bring on trips to old graves when they were old enough, to tell stories and show around the tunnels, was rather appealing. They wouldn't be born of some great love story, and Cygnetstare didn't plan to lie to them about that—Gooseberry had been a short-lived mistake, plain and simple, and she'd left him back with his tyrant queen.
Hopefully they'll be worth it, she thinks idly with another gag.
The sickness has been going on for somewhere around a half-moon now. As Cygnetstare's stomach had swollen slowly, through the utter chaos and the blood and the tears of the past sunrises, she had expected the nausea to abate. Not so. When they'd spoken to Gooseberry, only a few short turns of the moon before their life had been plunged into all...this, they'd been retaining their trim figure well enough. As she'd fled with the rest of the so-called rebels to this place, nothing had really impeded her long strides.
She recalls those times longingly now. Pregnancy, she's quickly found, is about as joyous and comfortable as a tunnel collapse. How could one not pay homage to death and ghosts, when this was the other side of the pelt? Nauseous (yet somehow hungry), about as mobile as a dead frog—and that was to say nothing of the rather unfortunate timing of these kits.
Not that she wasn't excited—quite the opposite. The prospect of some little things to teach, to bring on trips to old graves when they were old enough, to tell stories and show around the tunnels, was rather appealing. They wouldn't be born of some great love story, and Cygnetstare didn't plan to lie to them about that—Gooseberry had been a short-lived mistake, plain and simple, and she'd left him back with his tyrant queen.
Hopefully they'll be worth it, she thinks idly with another gag.
"speech"