- Dec 26, 2022
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You were someone once - something greater then the living memory that still lingers in the shade of the long grass. She was a leftover from an old regime now buried deep within the earth, she was nothing more then a grunt; a faceless set of claws. Her destiny was to die screeching a tyrants name into the wind; she was destined for a early grave kicking and screaming until she was bled out. Yet her existence persisted in a world that no longer made sense to her, she was content being one of a endangered many she swore her fealty in the days of her youth. She thrived once, moons ago she could've been someone but she'd bowed her head grown quiet and accepted what she always was; just another warrior of Sootstar's. She was nothing but her strength - nothing but her blind devotion to a cycle of violence someone like her knew nothing but.
The tyrant was dead, it was a undeniable truth and there was no use in continuing to promise her life and loyalty to a corpse. The sun had risen over the moorlands and it hurt her eyes. She dishonored herself, dishonored the leader she'd grown up idolizing - she was a coward who shrunk into the shadows and bowed her head. She was not a unwavering soldier - not anywhere close to fearless. She should've accepted her destiny, died in the field of battle, should've have bled out all her lost dreams and desires into the very fields she was born on. Instead she breathes, watches the clouds drift lazily over the rising sun above, a barely touched leg of a rabbit resting below one forepaw. She's alive and for what reason? What did she have left? Most of the cats she looked up to in her youth were long dead, they'd died their glorious deaths hadn't shied from their destinies. Even her apprentice had fallen, the mentor outlived the pupil at the very least she can have pride that he brought the kittypet-king with him.... Her littermates long stopped speaking to her and she'd never been popular even in her apprentice hood and those who once looked on her kindly she's doubtful look at her with little more then disgust or pity... she has nobody - is a nobody. She knows her past, can retrace it and spot every mistake she's made along the way feels every regret, but when she thinks of what's to come she can't muster an idea.
Unconsciously her claws unsheathe digging into the torn flesh of the haunch of meat in front of her. She would miss the simplicities war allowed her; she sparingly had to think of herself, of what she wanted when all that mattered was staying alive and fighting for a cause that was never her own. It was simple - she lives out her days as they come now her thoughts always overrun. She's no longer nameless now, she's back to who she'd always been; Firefang but she hadn't been that cat for many moons.
The tyrant was dead, it was a undeniable truth and there was no use in continuing to promise her life and loyalty to a corpse. The sun had risen over the moorlands and it hurt her eyes. She dishonored herself, dishonored the leader she'd grown up idolizing - she was a coward who shrunk into the shadows and bowed her head. She was not a unwavering soldier - not anywhere close to fearless. She should've accepted her destiny, died in the field of battle, should've have bled out all her lost dreams and desires into the very fields she was born on. Instead she breathes, watches the clouds drift lazily over the rising sun above, a barely touched leg of a rabbit resting below one forepaw. She's alive and for what reason? What did she have left? Most of the cats she looked up to in her youth were long dead, they'd died their glorious deaths hadn't shied from their destinies. Even her apprentice had fallen, the mentor outlived the pupil at the very least she can have pride that he brought the kittypet-king with him.... Her littermates long stopped speaking to her and she'd never been popular even in her apprentice hood and those who once looked on her kindly she's doubtful look at her with little more then disgust or pity... she has nobody - is a nobody. She knows her past, can retrace it and spot every mistake she's made along the way feels every regret, but when she thinks of what's to come she can't muster an idea.
Unconsciously her claws unsheathe digging into the torn flesh of the haunch of meat in front of her. She would miss the simplicities war allowed her; she sparingly had to think of herself, of what she wanted when all that mattered was staying alive and fighting for a cause that was never her own. It was simple - she lives out her days as they come now her thoughts always overrun. She's no longer nameless now, she's back to who she'd always been; Firefang but she hadn't been that cat for many moons.
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- She's watching the sunrise and camp, open to any kind of interaction!
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