- Oct 10, 2022
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She stands at the river, a river she knows so well, so well after what had happened a couple moonrises ago. Its silent, so silent that she could hear her own heart beat within her chest, staring in to the icy depths in the moonlight. It glints off the laps of the water but it feels off, and it is off, because the more she stares the more she sees the lifeless face of Peachpaw stare at her from under the water but she just can’t, can’t rip herself away from the reflection. The eyes, they no longer shine, half-shut, and the lips are tinted blue with the lack of oxygen, her fur stands on edge. The face, its morphing and she tears herself away, stepping back only to be met with something that made her scream. Its Crappie, he’s stuck under the water and they’re flailing to no avail and Koi’s throat is hoarse as she surges forwards. The water is like ice around her, nearly paralyzing her but she fights to reach her paws out to his, to grasp on but the tips of her paws only brush against theirs. Their face is contorted in fear, anger and she floats there as she watches in horror as the depths grapple them down further- Crappie disappears.
She searches, and she searches, but she needs air first and as she swims to the surface there are two paws that plant themselves firmly on her shoulders. Its a realization that the murderer came back, they’re gonna get her and Crappie next and shes fighting for her life trying to get up, but shes sinking deeper and deeper and the black edges her vision and her lungs, they’re screaming and burning and-
She wakes with a sob, eyes wide and crazed as she takes in desperate gasps of air as if she were actually under the water. She stills feels the water lapping around her pelt, the fear, she shakes and begins to cry, tears flowing like they never have before. She fights to get up on to her paws, to stand because her nest just doesn’t feel safe anymore.
They could come back at any time, the murderer. They could come back, they were gonna come back, they’ll kill everybody, they’ll hurt her and her friend.
Shes done a lot of stumbling lately and nearly trips over a sleeping body through the haze of her tears, uttering a squeak as she searches for the tortoiseshell body of Crappie. She finds them, hones in on them and as soon as she gets there she curls up, shaking, knows she’ll probably wake him but she doesn’t care, she can’t lose him, not her friend, not her friend. She places her chin on to his shoulder, weeping silently, its too much, Peachpaw shouldn’t have died, it wasn’t fair, wasn’t fair.
Life wasn’t fair. Just please don’t take my friend away from me. Shes lost too much, too much.
She searches, and she searches, but she needs air first and as she swims to the surface there are two paws that plant themselves firmly on her shoulders. Its a realization that the murderer came back, they’re gonna get her and Crappie next and shes fighting for her life trying to get up, but shes sinking deeper and deeper and the black edges her vision and her lungs, they’re screaming and burning and-
She wakes with a sob, eyes wide and crazed as she takes in desperate gasps of air as if she were actually under the water. She stills feels the water lapping around her pelt, the fear, she shakes and begins to cry, tears flowing like they never have before. She fights to get up on to her paws, to stand because her nest just doesn’t feel safe anymore.
They could come back at any time, the murderer. They could come back, they were gonna come back, they’ll kill everybody, they’ll hurt her and her friend.
Shes done a lot of stumbling lately and nearly trips over a sleeping body through the haze of her tears, uttering a squeak as she searches for the tortoiseshell body of Crappie. She finds them, hones in on them and as soon as she gets there she curls up, shaking, knows she’ll probably wake him but she doesn’t care, she can’t lose him, not her friend, not her friend. She places her chin on to his shoulder, weeping silently, its too much, Peachpaw shouldn’t have died, it wasn’t fair, wasn’t fair.
Life wasn’t fair. Just please don’t take my friend away from me. Shes lost too much, too much.
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