camp a million little things ꕥ worms

The dirt within the earth was so unlike its topsoil counterpart. The cold seasons drained it of life. It left the grass brittle, and the ground frozen solid. What knowing would there be of the wonders hidden beneath it all? Not a soul would have known, some moons ago. Even for those familiar with the moor, their perspectives would have been closed and shut, sealed off to the world that thrived beneath them. Within those familiar walls, the only concern was with prey scuttling skyward. Mice who lived feed, blessed to tuck themselves within lands with grains-a-plenty, had no need to escape into the ground. Not when their bellies were full and their stomachs warmed by that pleasantness, too much so to pay attention to the huntsmen creeping around every corner.

Here it lied, one of many vast, and splendorous distinctions between now and then. There was no such lingering comfort, out in the wilds. The world changed and adapted. Led them to take the tunnels, offered them that so-lacking foresight. Even if his belly ever gnawed and his eyes burned from the sun, he could find solace in here. A space that feels all his own, though it certainly did not need to be. The wonders abound him, time and time again, as dry, dry walls crumble into world of its own. Warm and wonderous, the feeling seeps into his wanting bones.

Discoveries were never shy to come, and here, is where they lie for the day. The soul he breaks into is moist, strangely so, even if he was far past the reach of leaf-bare. His claws connect with something viscous; and here, he pauses, glossy eyes straining in the darkness. Mucus-soaked thing. Quiet, and still. Whiskers, nor ears may offer him anything more. He sniffs. Familiar, earthen tang.

He may only assume its a worm, or– perhaps a few of them. And oh, how long has it been since he's seen one of these wriggling things. As the last rain of leaf-fall had passed, so had they, it seems. But here, he's found them. Still, it seems. He paws at them. Perhaps, a bit too rough, he dully acknowledges. It is only the way of things. He would assure their lives were not cut short for naught.

Little more than pests, they were, but he is utterly compelled to take them in maw, and return them from whence he came. For what purpose, he was not sure of, not just yet. He emerges into the clearing– and, for a moment he flinches. The emergence was always strange and sacred. His eyes adjust, skin is exposed to the light of day. It always ached, but it was worth it to share what he thought was worth sharing.

He wheezes a shaking breath, before at last, he is ready. The sliming things drift strangely on his lips, and, curious, a pink tongue drags across the clammy things. Teeth experimentally clamp down. Yes, its end would not be in vain, for it would sustain him still. The extent may not be great, but it was something. It should feel blessed in achieving such. He can't quite place the flavor. But the texture is... something. Had he a choice, he could name a number of things he would eat before these. But in leaf-bare, no, he hadn't much. He acknowledges this.

The rest of them are lain across the ground, if only for him to stop and contemplate. Hardly filling, no. Perhaps for a kit things would be different. The thing in his mouth is swallowed down with a shudder, and another, only so soon released from its clamped prison, is subsequently lifted by a pale claw. His hum is quiet. Rasping, the only noise he's made in quite some time. "How many of you would it take, sir...?" musings aloud. His eyes are fogged, never still; searching for an answer that he knew would never come. Not directly, not from the source, at least... "Could a life be saved for your sacrifice, sir? A kit... maybe." Talking to no one in particular. ...Or no one at all. He does not mind.

[ WHY the fuck is this so long um . TLDR; freak comes home with worms and then proceeds to eat / talk to them ]
 


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Sootstar had grown up eating prey most cats would find appalling, toads, frogs, rats- crowfood, all in the name of surviving. The marshlands were harsh and unforgiving, especially when snow fell from the sky. The blue smoke is near not even phased by the sight of the feline eating worms- out of what she presumes is desperation. It's like she's a child again back in her homeland, surrounded by starving cats who were edging onto the point of eating each other.

A blink. No. They are not in the marshlands, she is not a child. WindClan was not desperate- or at least that was a statement Sootstar often tried to cling onto.

"It cannot be worse than crowfood." Is all she meows in passing, unless given reason to stop. She would rather her clan resort to eating worms and insects than days old rotten prey that's already been chewed and swarmed by all sorts of vermin. Her mind flashes to the carrionplace, recalling expeditions there when times has grown rough. She can't help but wonder if ShadowClan has had to utilize the foul place this season.

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╰ ★ ჻ 001 GENERAL INFORMATION ,
· SOOTSTAR, female — she / her
╰ ‣ 34 moons . pisces. ages on the first
╰ ‣ windclan leader . marsh-born . believes in starclan
╰ ‣ former soldier of the marsh group

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╰ ★ ჻ 002 VISUALS & AESTHETICS ,
· DOMESTIC FELINE, smells like heather and wet dirt , status — 100%
╰ ‣ blue smoke . scarred chest, difficult to see through fur . green eyes


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╰ ★ ჻ 003 MENTALITY & MANNERISMS ,
· ESTJ-A ❝ EXECTUTIVE ❞ , Slytherin, Lawful Evil
╰ ‣ Cunning, brash, fierce, confident, self-reliant, envious & selfish
╰ ‣ finds great difficulty in relating to others . can be cruel, usually shows mercy to those she can find sympathy with
╰ ‣ sole key to her heart is loyalty, if you have her trust, she often shows a completely different side of herself. Aggression tends to manifest from her extreme paranoia
╰ ‣ Appreciates titles such as "miss, m'am" etc

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╰ ★ ჻ 004 INTERACTIONS & RELATIONSHIPS ,
· SOOT CLAW x PEBBLE BREEZE, sister to Pebblenose
╰ ‣ heterosexual. mate to Weaselclaw
╰ ‣ mother to Windpaw & Sootpaw
╰ ‣ mentor to Smokepaw & Coyotepaw
╰ ‣ average fighter . skilled hunter .
╰ ‣ will start fights . unlikely to flee .
╰ ‣ attack in underline . penned by user @ava.
 

Dust-scented and squinting in sunlight, the sight of the tunnellers made Mallowlark often glad he was too big to be one. Beneath the earth slumbered many secrets that the snowy tom now felt disappointed that he was not privy to, but if even if he could trade his tolerance for the sun's glare he doubted he would do it. Besides, it was much more fun to theorise what secrets lay twisted within the tunnels- skeletons, no doubt, and creatures he'd likely never seen. Worms, though- wormsburrowed above ground. They were not exactly an exclusive prize dredged up from the most horrible depths, but- their strangeness he would not refute! Eyeless things, writhing with muscle and guts and little else. String of meat that barely bled when pulled in twain... couldn't be much nourishment to them...

His grin glinted sun-touched, wide eyes fixed upon the worms laid at Lambcurl's feet. Sootstar seemed unfazed by the sight, an event that brought a bubbling laugh from him- and it was then that he could not resist his approach, night-gloved paws tracking an erratic pattern over. Eyes barely leaving the meal, he tilted his head too, too much, body's balance kept perfectly level. "Jackpot!" he chimed, observing the number of them. Was he just planning on eating all of these? They might be good to hang off trees.

"Their little ghosts are probably happy you're putting their guts to good use," he observed, inky paw waving in flippant insistence of knowledge. It was his best guess! Bodies grew restless if not killed for a reason, he was sure of it.
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It occurred to Badgermoon, as he watched Lambcurl and Mallowlark interact, that some of WindClan's warriors were perhaps a little ... unique. And not unique in the way that every cat was their own individual, but ... special. Special in a "he had to concentrate on not jumping the gun on judging them or making assumptions" sort of way. Special in a "is he eating worms?!" sort of way. The bicolor tom approached with careful steps, though if he was moving so cautiously because of his injuries or because he was afraid someone would start doing something even weirder if he got too close too quickly. Perhaps he could understand a tunneler's affinity for things of the dirt, such as worms or truffles (hadn't someone found some of those recently?), but Mallowlark was a moor-runner like the majority of the Clan. Then again, he may not be a, uh, ideal reference for ... normality. thought the broad-shouldered deputy after a moment's thought.

Worms or no worms, though, these were his Clanmates and he had no reason to avoid them - nor, really, the inclination. He liked his fellow WindClanners, liked to chat with people - he just wished that they weren't ... slurping. Or talking about ghosts. Worm ghosts? "Uhh...hey, guys." Badgermoon ventured, coming to a stop near Sootstar and peering at the other two toms. "Best not let Strawpaw see you with those." offered the yellow-eyed cat after a beat, hitching his best grin onto his face. "Don't think they'd like it much."
 
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She didn’t get her clanmates fascination with bugs, from Mallowlark using snails for entertainment to of course Strawpaw’s innate connection with worms to the point even Firepaw began to wonder if they truly did hear them speak. But the oddity of it pales to watching a clanmate hoist a nasty worm into their maw and begin to chew, she only catches sight of the horror by accident and it makes her want to paint the snow with her innards. Whatever opinion she had on Lambcurl was from this point sullied, once a worm eater always a worm eater. She only called the Tunnelers that as an INSULT, she didn’t think any cat would even think of doing something so nasty! She comes prowling over insults already hot on her lips, looking from Badgermoon and Sootstar to the freak of the day. Mallowlark was there too, being his usual self probably happy he had someone to bond with someone just as much of a creepy worm eating wierdo as he was! But it’s not him who’s the victim of her blazing glare.

Her ears fold back, face crinkled with repulsion. ❝What are you gonna eat next, dung I’m guessin’? What even goes through your mind to wanna eat a worm?❞ she was hungry too but she still had pride! Plus how filling could a worm be probably not enough to justify spending energy digging for one. ❝disgustin’!❞ she yowls as if he hasn’t gotten the gist of what she thought from her already.
( PLACE ME IN MY CASKET TONIGHT ; BECAUSE IM ALREADY DYING INSIDE )
 
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periwinklepaw | 06 months | demi-boy | he/they | physically easy (pacifist) | mentally easy | attack in bold #ccccff
Peri has not thought much of bugs since his apprenticeship. There is simply not more time for such childish delights. And so he looks on in surprise and curiosity as Lambcurl brings a mouthful of the wriggling thing stop camp. Worms, he thinks - like the centipede he once found but a weaker, slimier, legless version. Sootstar doesn't seem to care much that the warrior is eating the things - food is food he supposes, and she seems to feel the same. Mallowlark is going on about the ghosts again - something he still doesn't quite understand - and badgermoon is offering warnings not to upset his fellow apprentice. He's not interacted much with strawpaw yet, content to avoid most of his clamates in his shyness, but he wonders if it's he insects themselves that are upsetting or the act of eating them. He thinks that once upon a time he might've been saddened by the creatures death, but now he can only eye them in curiosity and hunger. "d-d-do they tas-te g-g-g... al-right?" he says, his syllables rolling harshly of his tongue and voice lilting in curiosity. He ignores firepaw, far to aware of the anger and venom in the back of his mind that has been quick to surface these days - far to aware of sootstars presence and his own fragile place within the clan.

 

It didn't take much to gross the young cat out. Mallowlark's story the other day had been enough for them to gag, and though they were adequate at hunting, hearing the little squeak of a dying bunny never got easier. They were 'too soft' for clan life, an argument they'd heard from their first outing to the present day, and though the tabby was quick to protest the idea that compassion was a bad thing, seeing Lambcurl slurp up worms definitely made them second guess themselves. The marbled tabby's whole buddy shuddered at the thought of nomming down on those slimy things, an alabaster paw raised to their mouth in preparation to hold back their lunch. Moving closer towards Badgermoon, Snailpaw avoided looking Lambcurl in the eye... or the face... they didn't want to see any worm juices. 'Neither would Strawpaw... he considered as the Deputy mentioned them, using his fleeting eyes to look for the tunneler. When it didn't appear that they were above ground, they let out a quiet huff of relief. Whatever argument the unorthodox apprentice would've used to advocate against the casual consumption of worms would've been supported by the squicked-out tabby in a heartbeat.

"Firepaw's right! Besides, how many of the little guys would you need to eat for it to be a replacement for a rabbit? Or a bird? I think we need those worms for uh... well I dunno what worms do but I know they make my clanmate happy so... maybe stop eating them? If that's alright?"




 


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Sootstar never thought there’d be a day where Mallowlark’s words went in one ear and out the other without a grimace, but here she sat barely phased by him. Instead she looks to Badgermoon who warns the two to not let Strawpaw see them and Sootstar raises an invisible brow. Why? Aside from the gross factor that Firepaw was experiencing, she can’t guess.

Speaking of Firepaw, he and Snailpaw get to irritating the leader quick. No one in the vicinity likely could’ve guessed Sootstar would defend eating worms (much less something Mallowlark was encouraging or taking part in) but that’s exactly what she does. ”Lambcurl is your superior as a warrior, Firepaw. I suggest watching your words.” Is her first quick defense, she doesn’t raise her voice but there is a stern look plastering her face.

”You all are children of green-leaf, I do not expect you to know the reality of leaf-bare but this is it,” Her tail flicks to the worm consumers, ”Back in the marshes where I grew up, we ate crow food during times like these so that our young and old could maybe get a scrawny rat if we prayed and worked hard enough. It was disgusting but necessary for the survival of the clan.” She recalls being barely apprentice aged and being asked to eat her first rotten meal, she had barely managed to swallow a single bite. Because of her sacrifice older and more in need cats got to eat something proper.

”If the life of these worms matter to Strawpaw they will have to close their heart to it. The lives of our clan-mates come first, you all should be thanking any warrior who goes this far for their clan for their sacrifice.” She is irked, to her thanks to previous years of spending leaf-bare eating anything you could find these cats sound like pampered kitty pets to her. Sootstar almost tells them this, but she refrains and holds her tongue hoping that her scolding at least put them on the right path moving forward.

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╰ ★ ჻ 001 GENERAL INFORMATION ,
· SOOTSTAR, female — she / her
╰ ‣ 34 moons . pisces. ages on the first
╰ ‣ windclan leader . marsh-born . believes in starclan
╰ ‣ former soldier of the marsh group

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╰ ★ ჻ 002 VISUALS & AESTHETICS ,
· DOMESTIC FELINE, smells like heather and wet dirt , status — 100%
╰ ‣ blue smoke . scarred chest, difficult to see through fur . green eyes


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╰ ★ ჻ 003 MENTALITY & MANNERISMS ,
· ESTJ-A ❝ EXECTUTIVE ❞ , Slytherin, Lawful Evil
╰ ‣ Cunning, brash, fierce, confident, self-reliant, envious & selfish
╰ ‣ finds great difficulty in relating to others . can be cruel, usually shows mercy to those she can find sympathy with
╰ ‣ sole key to her heart is loyalty, if you have her trust, she often shows a completely different side of herself. Aggression tends to manifest from her extreme paranoia
╰ ‣ Appreciates titles such as "miss, m'am" etc

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╰ ★ ჻ 004 INTERACTIONS & RELATIONSHIPS ,
· SOOT CLAW x PEBBLE BREEZE, sister to Pebblenose
╰ ‣ heterosexual. mate to Weaselclaw
╰ ‣ mother to Windpaw & Sootpaw
╰ ‣ mentor to Smokepaw & Coyotepaw
╰ ‣ average fighter . skilled hunter .
╰ ‣ will start fights . unlikely to flee .
╰ ‣ attack in underline . penned by user @ava.
 
His clanmates, his fellowship. They'd have much to say, he should guess, and he would then know. Their great leader is acknowledged with a glint in his eye. Consideration, yes, for she said something she could not refute. Privelleged soul, despite being ever moor-dwelling. He has never faced the challenges of hunger quite the way he has this season. Crowfood had never been an inevitability on his supple tongue, and he thinks that he may agree. The sliminess was the worst of it. A wriggling that invaded the space in his throat, but the taste was not dreadful. Palatable. Crowfood would be bitter, both in taste, and in feel. Yes, he thinks he'd rather eat a thousand more worms...

And many more still sat at his paws. They do not go unacknowledged. No, it's the opposite, brought to the forefront by a grinning face and soot-black paws. He can see the amusement; yes, yes! Their squirming brought laughter, and their sustainance brought joy; sustained life. A fool may call them useless, but their value was infinite, in their promise. They're similar thinkers, the two of them. Lambcurl smiles kindly, not cruely. "Oh, yes..." And here, he decides that he would not let the little bodies lie to waste. Who is he to leave them devoid of a happiness like this? "What more to want, but purpose?"

And of course, he'd prop his head at Badgermoon's wary words. Always a listener. He's quite good of it. He knew of Strawpaw, yes. But that connection... fails to come to him. Were they a worm in cat's skin? A slithering parasite. And he supposed, there was purpose to that, too. He was in no position to deny them such. Lambcurl regards him curiously. His eyes water as they narrow; flesh-pink. Quiet question. "Oh?" Still awaiting his answer; willing peon, patient soul, he's not quite ready for the voice that jeers at him. Strange semantics. He tried, for everything was worth trying but once, at least. His head tilts to the side. Light, steady voice. "What else are they for?" The question is genuine, for he couldn't imagine any other purpose for them. And to exist without purpose... that would be a lie. Though, he supposes he isn't meant to ask such questions. He was her superior, after all. Yes, Sootstar so kindly reminded him...

Too Periwinkle, then. Yes, his presence isn't quite so stark. Quietly creeping, like a vine, rather than a sparking flame. Alright could mean many things. He supposed they were alright. Sootstar did as well. "Maybe... Maybe," Maybe not helpful, but its hard to place. Hard to explain, sometimes. "Try." They're still there. Waiting, begging to be eaten. Their lives would never be any more than this, and in a way, that's a blessing. He nudges one with a pale-snow paw. It's an invitation for all, really. Not just him.

Snailpaw's question isn't foolish, no. Their morsels were just that. Oh unfortunately, nothing more. But a morsel on top of ma morsel... it may become a meal. "They all clumped together so kindly... Just a few. Just a few is all you'd need. But, oh. Snailpaw would rather he does not eat them at all. Lambcurl's smile drops, for he does not understand. Food is a great happiness in the world. Without it, you truly could not be. What happiness could they provide, simply sitting there, sliming away... It'd be a waste. A waste. Glass-eyed, he reguards the apprentice for a few moments too long. What to say, oh really. It's pointless, oh really, sir...

Yes, it is not difficult for him to agree with their leader. His smile returns, just because these words make sense. "They're happy to go. I promise.
 
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This Tom was strange and his eyes reminded her of Mallowlark’s gaze, she couldn’t deny that, but the blue smoke was happy to defend his choice in meal. Under the impression he did not eat them out of joy, but to survive leaf-bare of course.

He says they are happy to go, surprisingly she believes it with little thought. Worms could not think or feel, if she was a worm she’d want someone to put her out of her pathetic life too. Still, was a bit jarring watching the Tom eat at the worms, she did not like how they wiggled in his grasp and tried to slip from his maw. She could compromise with the concerned cats, ”Perhaps in the future we eat the worms in a secluded area, so those who don’t wish to witness do not have to.” She advises, and with no departing words, she takes her leave.

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╰ ★ ჻ 001 GENERAL INFORMATION ,
· SOOTSTAR, female — she / her
╰ ‣ 34 moons . pisces. ages on the first
╰ ‣ windclan leader . marsh-born . believes in starclan
╰ ‣ former soldier of the marsh group

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╰ ★ ჻ 002 VISUALS & AESTHETICS ,
· DOMESTIC FELINE, smells like heather and wet dirt , status — 100%
╰ ‣ blue smoke . scarred chest, difficult to see through fur . green eyes


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╰ ★ ჻ 003 MENTALITY & MANNERISMS ,
· ESTJ-A ❝ EXECTUTIVE ❞ , Slytherin, Lawful Evil
╰ ‣ Cunning, brash, fierce, confident, self-reliant, envious & selfish
╰ ‣ finds great difficulty in relating to others . can be cruel, usually shows mercy to those she can find sympathy with
╰ ‣ sole key to her heart is loyalty, if you have her trust, she often shows a completely different side of herself. Aggression tends to manifest from her extreme paranoia
╰ ‣ Appreciates titles such as "miss, m'am" etc

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╰ ★ ჻ 004 INTERACTIONS & RELATIONSHIPS ,
· SOOT CLAW x PEBBLE BREEZE, sister to Pebblenose
╰ ‣ heterosexual. mate to Weaselclaw
╰ ‣ mother to Windpaw & Sootpaw
╰ ‣ mentor to Smokepaw & Coyotepaw
╰ ‣ average fighter . skilled hunter .
╰ ‣ will start fights . unlikely to flee .
╰ ‣ attack in underline . penned by user @ava.
 
Mallowlark's gonna have a best friend. thought the broad-shouldered tom, glancing between the two ghostly-white cats and kneading the ground underfoot as he listened to the chatter about the worms flow around him. Lambcurl seemed dead-set on eating them, though Badgermoon was a little suspicious that it was an activity of pleasure rather than one of desperation, as Sootstar praised him for. It didn't really matter - he didn't feel any affinity for worms, at least not in the same way some of the apprentices did - but there was something deeply unnerving about the wet, pinkish stare the worm-slurper was giving him. He gave a short, uncertain laugh and mrowed, "Well, uh...be sure to see Vulturemask if they turn your stomach, I suppose." what else was there to say, really? Their blue smoke queen had given a good suggestion for ways to prevent future worm-eating-related conflict, and he was realizing he had an urgent ... something ... to do. Something important and deputy-y that meant he could get away from that damp, bloodied gaze. "Take care, all." with that, he turned and hastened after Sootstar, looking like nothing so much as her burly bicolor shadow.