- Feb 14, 2023
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LIVE AS IF YOU WERE TO DIE TOMORROW
It had been almost three weeks since Thistleback had brought Johnny to Skyclans camp. Three long weeks of staring out at the woods and trying to get his shit together enough to make a choice. He'd told Thistle he'd come back, that he wanted to at least try the whole daylight warrior thing, but after returning him and setting paws back on familiar soil the guilt had set in.
And so he'd spent nearly three weeks sitting on the edge of uncertainty.
It was a new look for the bobtail for sure. Typically Johnny would make a choice and dive straight in without hesitating for a moment, but this? This wasn't a matter of 'what do i want to do about it'. This was a matter of 'loyalty', of drawing new lines and boundaries that he could be sure everyone would be okay with.
He didn't want to half-ass this.
Thankfully, Skyclan seemed eager in its own way to remind him of it's existence. His fence was visited often by cats from the clan who'd come creeping from the woodland, and he'd even gotten into a scuffle recently with a shecat who'd mistaken him for one of their daylight warriors after he'd been caught trying to sharpen his near non-existent hunting skills. Of course, the fresh scratches along his cheek and shoulder were hardly bothersome. They felt like medals of honor pinned upon his skin, and he wore them proudly even if his twolegs had fussed over him and cleaned them up already.
Though he'd only been there once, the way to Skyclans camp as locked in to the bobtails head already, and the stocky patched tomcat picked his way through the woods with confidence. Sure, he still had a bit of that 'new guy' nervousness, but it would have been hard to tell if you weren't familiar with him because Johnny had never really been a fan of hesitation. If he made a decision he stood behind that decision whole-heartedly, and since he'd come here to join Skyclan, there was no point in acting as if he was uncertain about it.
He knew what he wanted.
As the entrance to the camp came into sight, Johnny slowed his paws to a halt. Thistleback had told him to come back and visit whenever he wanted, but even with an open invitation it didn't feel right to stroll right into the heart of their home without permission. There were kids in there, families who wouldn't be familiar with him, and so instead he made his way over to sit at the base of a nearby tree, well within sight of the next cat to come through.
Once he'd properly announced his reason for being here, then he'd go inside...