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WENT FACE TO FACE WITH ALL OUR FEARS
LEARNED OUR LESSONS THROUGH THE TEARS
MADE MEMORIES WE KNEW WOULD NEVER FADE
LEARNED OUR LESSONS THROUGH THE TEARS
MADE MEMORIES WE KNEW WOULD NEVER FADE
Sam had been to a lot of places in his short four months of life. From the time he and his littermates were old enough to travel, thats all their mother had them do. The forest, the moors, twoleg place, the farm- the young ginger and white tom had seen it all. It wasn't a horrible lifestyle, especially when you considered the fact that Sam loved to explore his surroundings and investigate new things. He was a curious boy with a mind that demanded answers to the questions he had, and wandering around with his family had certainly taught him a lot. He knew that you could walk right along the edge of the thunderpath in clear sight of the monsters and they wouldn't veer off course to hit you. He knew that there were tunnels scattered across the moors that were great for playing hide-and-go-seek-tag in so long as you were careful not to get lost. And he even knew that the farmers had so many cats that you could walk right into the place and make yourself at home- so long as you didn't chase anything but the mice and rats.
In theory, Sam figured he would have liked that life just fine if the reins had been entirely in his hands, but as it was, that simply wasn't the case.
You see, Sams mother had not been a nice woman. The shecat was impatient and restless, and while she had never physically harmed him or any of his siblings, she had a unique way of making them all feel as if they were ruining her day simply by being there. They were always being to loud or too rowdy, taking too long too long to catch up or asking 'stupid questions'. And while she fed them and let them share her nest with her, Sam always felt as if he was burdening her. Ever time she bristled her fur at them or let out one of those deep sighs, he'd be reminded that the only time he was ever truly smiling for real was when she wasn't around.
And maybe, it was the same way for her as well.
He couldn't pretend to understand the complicated inner-working of another cats mind. He was still young after all, and on top of a lack of experience he didn't really know enough about his mother to judge her. And quite frankly, he was willing to bet it was a two-way street.
And so Sam had simply wandered off. It wasn't unusual for him and his siblings to wander off to play while their mother rested and this time he simply hadn't gone back. He didn't think anyone would miss him, and his mother had been dropping hints that they would all be going their own way in a few more months anyways- Sam had only sped up the process.
And that was how the bright, speckled tabby had ended up along the Shadowclan border. He'd never been to such a wet forest before and of course his curiosity had gotten the better of him. The white sock markings on his legs were matter with mud and a few random streaks of dirt marred his otherwise bright orange and white pelt, but Sam didn't seem to mind as he made his way along, hopping up to walk along the length of a fallen tree covered in moss.
shadowclan apprentice - male - 4 months - single - a speckled orange and white tom with blue eyes
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