- Jan 1, 2023
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Few may have noticed Silversmoke avoiding the shelter cats like the plague, for he avoided almost everyone like the plague. Whilst the latter was often down to simple introversion, the former had a bit more meaning to it. Each cat that passed his eye that had not been born into SkyClan was a reminder of his own failure: when the mere thought of the Twolegplace was enough to send shivers down his spine, then it was clear he wasn't as strong as he thought he was. Aside from wearing a collar and having a coat like sparkling gemstones, there was nothing a Daylight Warrior should've been able to do that he couldn't, the fact he'd been proven wrong was corrosive. Though his freetime was limited, Silversmoke used what little he had of it that day to escape deep into the woods, past the sandy ravine where he thought few cats would be able to find him. It was there that he climbed tree after tree and leaped from rock after rock, where measly mounds of earth had become enemies for him to practice a killing bite upon.
Enough time had passed when the sun shifted in the sky, still, the Lead Warrior didn't feel himself to be done. He was panting, panting, a warrior of SkyClan and yet he couldn't stop himself from feeling exhaustion. He ran towards one final pine tree and leaped two feet in the air, his claws catching on loose bark that tore away from the slightest offense. Forelimbs extended and flailed for a grip that escaped him as the outer layer peeled away before he felt the ground suddenly collide with his spine. His paws slowly scrambled beneath him, straining against his weight as he tried to push them and breaths loud as he tried to catch what little air remained around him. Odd-coloured eyes squinted shut as he tried to remedy the burning in his lungs in any way he could, obscenities muttered under laboured exhales. It wasn't enough. He wasn't enough. No kittypet could be better than him, how could he prove that? A noise past the first layer of pines caused his head to turn sharply, a singular green eye bearing down on whatever threatened him in his moment of vulnerability. Limbs tensed as he spotted one of the shelter cats peering at him past the bushes. He'd avoided them for a reason, to have them be the ones to approach him when he wasn't ready to see them was... No, no he couldn't say that, he didn't have a choice.
"What.... do you think you're doing?" Silversmoke asked, finding the strength to get back to his feet with an audience. Some weaknesses were too dire to reveal, just as scarcely would he reveal the extent of his vision loss or how quickly his temper could flare would he show just how much Bunny's presence scorned him. It was unfair, he knew it was, but it didn't stop narrowed eyes from chastising the other when words did not. Silent as he caught the remainder of his breath, the Lead Warrior tilted his head to its full height. "Can't you see I'm training? Did something happen back at camp?"
[ @Bunny ]