camp AIN'T CERTAIN ABOUT MUCH | rta, open

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MY NAME IS BRUTUS AND MY NAME MEANS HEAVY ✧
her face has become a rarity in camp, no longer being able to handle all that consumes her. a foolish man who leads a foolish clan, brings in those he cannot feed, lets outsiders try and claim the scent of the river. it disgusts her. she can't even stand his face, gaunt and sunken in, or his lingering near the medicine den. she can't be near the nursery, the smell of fresh milk making her sorrowful and swallowing down guilt with every word. she is among the outskirts, the reeds that shiver in the cold and the frozen waters. it's where she seems to belong nowadays. she does her duties and heads to hunt, and it's all that consumes her. especially now.

the molly's eyes are critical and quick, a constant scan for movement, but her mind is far from the world. had not spoken a word during the clans' monthly gatherings, too overwhelmed with sorrow for a family who goes through her loss. speaks little in camp, all she can offer is her thorned words and hopes whoever can swallow it and accept the jagged edges. the cold leaves her huddled closer in, a mottled look of snow and fawn-spotting, a harsh contrast of a cinnamon pelt against the blank world. she's sure anything could see her, but some things are just desperate enough to chance it. and that's all she needs. a slip-up.

it takes from the rising sun until it claims its highest peak in the day, hidden in a pale shroud, before buck returns. hung in her maw is nothing impressive, but it's something, and no one is in the luxury of complaints. a poor rabbit, much too thin and much too desperate. buck isn't usually the best with the land prey, much more adept to the streams, but her skills make do at the very least.

her attention is obvious on the exit of camp, debating on risking another freezing chill, until it becomes clear that someone is trying to grab her own attention.
 
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Something about Buckgait has always set her apart from everyone else in RiverClan. From the start, when Cicada had led them all to the river territory, she’d been against them. She’d been stubbornly against RiverClan’s formation, it seemed, and didn’t like the idea of being forced to assimilate or leave her home. And it’s wrong, he agrees, what Cicadastar (and presumably, all the other leaders) did back then. Forcing out cats who called the territories their home, making everyone take on strange names, asserting dominance over a huge part of the landscape.

He doesn’t blame Buckgait for her reluctance to accept the clan, or her distaste for Cicadastar. He understands it, in a way. He always feels the need to apologize for it. No amount of sorries can take back what’s already been done, though, and so Clay can only offer the deputy his shoulder, his ear, his kindness. She’s worthy of respect, tough as claws and so, so capable. He likes her a lot.

When he spots the brown and white molly on her own, Clayfur changes course to trot over in her direction. He tries to wave a paw to get her attention, but he doesn’t think she notices him at first. So he waves larger, and picks up his pace until he’s near enough to call out. "Hey, Buck. Tough hunting, huh?" A frown crosses his face as he speaks—too pessimistic? No, he thinks optimism hurts more, now. "At least you caught something, though. Stars know we need all we can get." He doesn’t make eye contact, keeping his gaze settled off somewhere over her shoulder. He hasn’t caught anything yet today.
[ WHAT'S MY AGE AGAIN? ]