- Sep 30, 2023
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ˏˋ*⁀➷ It's a precarious place to be, the medicine den. An offer of peace, of quiet - in exchange for terrible itching pain and the bitter scent of herbs. Perhaps it'd be more bearable if not for the obnoxious presence of Orangepaw, a nuisance who just keeps smiling when Fallowpaw wants to do anything but.
She's restless. Her mind has twisted into a swirling maelstrom, and she finds herself lost within it. Over and over again, she watches that moment with Baying Hound - as if outside her own body. Cowardly, that's what she was. She didn't even fight back - why didn't she fight back? What was all of this for, all the blood spilled, if not to be the kind of cat who won't go down without a fight? It's all too much, alone in the medicine den, caught in the whirlwind of her own self-damning thoughts.
She tries to get some fresh air, comes as far to the edge as she is allowed, looks out with her one remaining eye.
It seems there is no peace to be found anywhere.
The first face that Fallowpaw sees upon her excursion to the threshold of the outside is the worst of them all. Bayingkit. Bayingkit Bayingkit Bayingkit - was Raccoonstripe trying to spite it? The kit is a shambling thing, all bared teeth and shaggy fur. She is the color of rotting wood and does not smell much better. A wild thing, it recognizes immediately. Even if she does not carry the blood of rogues, she is cursed all the same. Maybe it's the name, a name so foul as to damn all that carry it to the life of a thrashing predator.
The little mongrel skitters just a little too close, and Fallowpaw's head shoots from the medicine den with a threatening snap of its teeth - a favored warning of the apprentice. "Hey, runt," she snarls, golden eye glinting in a manner not dissimilar to the mother she despises. "Ain't you been told to stay away from me yet?" It supposes she'll have to wait to become an apprentice for that. Tours of the den usually come with a complimentary keep your nest away from Fallowpaw's. It makes something bitter and satisfied curl in the pit of its belly.
It settles back into a hunched couch, lip curled. "Well, consider this a warning. Don't want scars like mine, do you?" A grimace of a smile, cruel and pained. With any luck, she can scare the little beast away from her - and never have to think of its cursed name again.
She's restless. Her mind has twisted into a swirling maelstrom, and she finds herself lost within it. Over and over again, she watches that moment with Baying Hound - as if outside her own body. Cowardly, that's what she was. She didn't even fight back - why didn't she fight back? What was all of this for, all the blood spilled, if not to be the kind of cat who won't go down without a fight? It's all too much, alone in the medicine den, caught in the whirlwind of her own self-damning thoughts.
She tries to get some fresh air, comes as far to the edge as she is allowed, looks out with her one remaining eye.
It seems there is no peace to be found anywhere.
The first face that Fallowpaw sees upon her excursion to the threshold of the outside is the worst of them all. Bayingkit. Bayingkit Bayingkit Bayingkit - was Raccoonstripe trying to spite it? The kit is a shambling thing, all bared teeth and shaggy fur. She is the color of rotting wood and does not smell much better. A wild thing, it recognizes immediately. Even if she does not carry the blood of rogues, she is cursed all the same. Maybe it's the name, a name so foul as to damn all that carry it to the life of a thrashing predator.
The little mongrel skitters just a little too close, and Fallowpaw's head shoots from the medicine den with a threatening snap of its teeth - a favored warning of the apprentice. "Hey, runt," she snarls, golden eye glinting in a manner not dissimilar to the mother she despises. "Ain't you been told to stay away from me yet?" It supposes she'll have to wait to become an apprentice for that. Tours of the den usually come with a complimentary keep your nest away from Fallowpaw's. It makes something bitter and satisfied curl in the pit of its belly.
It settles back into a hunched couch, lip curled. "Well, consider this a warning. Don't want scars like mine, do you?" A grimace of a smile, cruel and pained. With any luck, she can scare the little beast away from her - and never have to think of its cursed name again.
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@bayingkit
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"SPEECH" -
➳ a scarred, pointed brown and white molly with shaggy fur and golden eyes.
➳ standoffish and solitary, always seems to have a dark cloud hanging over its head.
➳ baying hound xx npc, littermate to antlerpaw & doepaw.
➳ peaceful and healing powerplay permitted / / underline and tag when attacking
➳ penned by SATURNID ↛ saturnids on discord, feel free to dm for plots.