- Jul 27, 2022
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stars, her face hurt. her entire body hurt. miserably, she turned over to beesong who had treated her wounds, even when she hissed and snarled and tried to make sure he didn't touch her. taking in a deep breath, she just let it happen, but not without telling him how idiotic he was. how stupid he was. how he was useless. she didn't need him. she didn't need anyone. after a while, she fell asleep, but not for long. nightmares screamed into her ears, tainting her mind. she missed the days she didn't dream at all. how long had that been, now? only the stars new.
"why do you do it? a bunch of dead cats tell you you gotta heal cats in a clan where you barely know anyone... with a leader that you barely tolerate... and you just do it? what do you gain from being nice? especially to cats like me, who couldn't give one fish scale for you unless they truly had to?"
maybe she was confused herself. no one had ever went out of their way to be nice to her. not that she had made it easy, either, but why should she? why be nice to get nothing in return? it's stupid. it's ridiculous. he has to have some motive right? who in their right mind just... does this? she didn't get it. cats like beesong, or even willowroot, confused her. she didn't see kindness growing up. why would she give it, if she never got it?
"why do you do it? a bunch of dead cats tell you you gotta heal cats in a clan where you barely know anyone... with a leader that you barely tolerate... and you just do it? what do you gain from being nice? especially to cats like me, who couldn't give one fish scale for you unless they truly had to?"
maybe she was confused herself. no one had ever went out of their way to be nice to her. not that she had made it easy, either, but why should she? why be nice to get nothing in return? it's stupid. it's ridiculous. he has to have some motive right? who in their right mind just... does this? she didn't get it. cats like beesong, or even willowroot, confused her. she didn't see kindness growing up. why would she give it, if she never got it?
[ I'LL GIVE YOU THE WORLD ]