- Jul 27, 2022
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alright. she had never done this before. the only cat she even tried to apologize to was willowroot, but they were her mate and even that had been hard for the molly. still, this had to be done. she felt bad for raising her voice- causing such a ruckess and being so damned annoying. she had apologized to willowroot immediately afterwards, and now was taking the steps to be better. she had to- so she could be a good mother to her kits. she didn't want them to carry the same anger she did for life. she wanted them to see the good in the world. poppy wanted them to find the beauty, even when it seemed impossible sometimes. that's what she wanted. currently, her anger and resentment towards her own family had caused for big issues. she had to be better. she would be better because, above all else, riverclan was her home.
"okay... it's okay. you can do this. your uncle isn't here to laugh at you and neither are the rest of them... you have to do this. prove to everyone, and yourself, that you can be... good."
she took in a deep breath, nervously fidgeting as she paced back and forth before she cleared her throat. before quietpaw had returned, before the young one had ever even went missing, she told her that the first step in being a better cat was owning up to one's mistakes. she doesn't even remember how they got on this discussion but back then they'd laughed at it. now? she were clinging to any ideas of it. she needed this. she needed the inner peace and she wanted her clanmates to love her, the same way they loved willowroot. she was willing to do anything for it.
"uhm... hi? I don't know how to do this. don't laugh at me or anything... I'm sorry. i am sorry for being so mean and rude. I'm sorry for pushing you all away and snapping at you ever chance i get. I'm sorry. and mudpelt... as much as you are filled with nothing but water and hot air... this wasn't your fault. i reacted stronger than i should have been i should of just taken a deep breath. I really am sorry for snapping at you like that."
//she's trying her best u guys
"okay... it's okay. you can do this. your uncle isn't here to laugh at you and neither are the rest of them... you have to do this. prove to everyone, and yourself, that you can be... good."
she took in a deep breath, nervously fidgeting as she paced back and forth before she cleared her throat. before quietpaw had returned, before the young one had ever even went missing, she told her that the first step in being a better cat was owning up to one's mistakes. she doesn't even remember how they got on this discussion but back then they'd laughed at it. now? she were clinging to any ideas of it. she needed this. she needed the inner peace and she wanted her clanmates to love her, the same way they loved willowroot. she was willing to do anything for it.
"uhm... hi? I don't know how to do this. don't laugh at me or anything... I'm sorry. i am sorry for being so mean and rude. I'm sorry for pushing you all away and snapping at you ever chance i get. I'm sorry. and mudpelt... as much as you are filled with nothing but water and hot air... this wasn't your fault. i reacted stronger than i should have been i should of just taken a deep breath. I really am sorry for snapping at you like that."
//she's trying her best u guys
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