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CONTENT WARNING: Contains detailed descriptions of eating a dead animal (prey).

There was little inhibition left for Chrysaliswing to scour for. Whatever lie still as he raged through life, those fragments had surely melted into vapor and fluttered away from his grasp. There was little use capturing trails of wind, for it would always flit through the cracks and taunt him as it rose higher than he ever could. After a haze of a hunting patrol that he had been dragged along for, the chimaeric warrior's jaws fastened upon the left wingbones of an unfortunate robin, sharpened ivories splintering the friable bird-bones beneath. Walking past the fresh-kill pile where the rest of his patrol routinely stopped by, glassy eyes darted about for any sort of secluded spot of shadow to soak himself into. Maybe, if he sank deep enough into gloom, it would eventually swell unto his sinewy framework. He settled down upon his haunches, ungracefully dropping the bird upon the unforgiving ground, as though not even the rugged earth would gurgle and swallow the dead carcass of a thing. It pleaded upwards to him with sable beads for sight, like a mere disciple praying to the unknowable divine that lie above it. He spared it no mercy, for he could hardly afford it himself. Teeth latched onto the wingbones once more, and he pulled on it to reveal glistening tendons and muscles beneath, placing one paw on its once-prideful chest to stabilize it. He dropped the feathery pinion, too, for it was not what he sought. Ravenous jaws pierced into the chest of his prey, feeling as bulbous organs burst upon the slightest touch of violent edge. The tomcat had hardly noticed the blood and guts that scattered beyond the gaping cavity nor the sanguine that retted into the fur on his chin.

  • OOC:
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  • —— CHRYSALISWING / He/They / 29 Moons
    —— Warrior of Skyclan / Mentoring n/a
    —— A long-haired tomcat with chimaeric patterning. His left side is fully black and his right side is black splotched with sunset-orange. He has complete heterochromia, with his right eye being a bright green and his left eye being a glowering yellow.
    —— Abrasive, temperamental, and critical. Approach at your own risk and engage at your own cost. Despite this, he is a hard worker and quick to call out what he finds wrong.
    —— Penned by Tempest. Contact on Discord (naruk4mi) for plots and threads.


 
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Oleander is perhaps fortunate to not have made acquaintance with Chrysaliswing in full yet. It is a remarkable feat; after all, she has been here for two moons already, and he much longer than that. But she has seen him in passing. Him, doubting her mother's story; him, shaking kittens off himself as if they were nothing more than twoleg trash. He reminds her of Foxglovepaw — angry without cause. An adder provoked by ghosts. What in the world could have made him that way?

She thinks she is smarter now than she was before. Her line of questioning with Foxglovepaw (then Foxglovekit) had not gone over well among her superiors, even though he himself hadn't seemed to mind. She suspects that Chrysaliswing would not appreciate such a direct line of questioning, either. It makes her wonder if his pelt is really sunset-mottled, or if the orange shimmer is a bursting seam of skin, lively and cockroach-filled. Bugs in the shape of a cat would not know how to act around their peers, would they? Maybe that is why Chrysaliswing — aptly named, if her theory is correct — has such a bite to him; maybe that is why he seeks rot in the dark.

( TW: Description of dead prey, visceral language ) Oleanderkit does not approach out of curiosity for him, though — instead she locks her pale gaze on the bird that spills up and around him, continuing in silver-skinned rivulets past its old bodily boundaries. Its organs are sewn in muted purple silk. Its lungs are rigid structures — she does not understand them to be lungs; hardly knows what a lung is, but she sits and stares at it all the same, wondering if she has the same kind. Maybe Dawnglare could tell her. Maybe Chrysaliswing could — but she doubts it. He eats with no precision; lacks the clinical attention of a surgeon. She flicks her blue ear with thinly-veiled disapproval.

"You didn't eat it very well," she comments. "Now there's robin all over the place." Don't you care? I could have studied it. She thinks not of the bellies that it could have filled, were it not strewn all about camp's floor; she thinks not of Chrysaliswing's reasons for such disinterest in hygiene. Ice-blue gaze flits about the feathers, lost without their brave, muscle-y steward of wing to guide them. "It's just a waste." Quietly, Oleanderkit delights in how grown-up she sounds, scolding a warrior like she is. She thinks her clanmates would be very proud of her.
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  • ooc.
  • OLEANDERKIT —— kit of skyclan . lovage x laurel . littermate to birchkit and mercurykit ✦ penned by meghan

    a willowy silver blue ticked torbie with low white and seafoam eyes. lonerborn, oleander struggles to learn the ropes of clan life while coping with anxiety and past trauma. may seem strange, and has unconventional hobbies.
    girl / she her pronouns / undiscovered sexuality / 04 moons & ages every 20th
    peaceful and healing powerplay permitted / underline & tag account when attacking
    —— will not start fights / will flee / will show mercy. a mere kitten, she cannot defend herself in battle.

    "speech", thoughts, all opinions are in character
    full biography — msg on discord for plots — toyhouse
 

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The scene before him was grotesque, disgusting even and Bumblebee couldn't help but grimace and wrinkle his face before aiming to push Oleanderkit behind him in an attempt to keep her from seeing more of the sight that laid before them. Chrysaliswing was always an angry tom, and that was such a concerning thing Bumblebee had to admit to as that never leads anywhere well. Even if Oleanderkit tried her best to sound more mature than she was, Bumblebee was quick to shoot a look to the kit as a way of saying 'quiet' before turning their attention back onto the older warrior with a calm look in his gaze. "That is no way to thank Starclan for providing you a meal" he gestured with a paw and mouthed with his lips.

Truly, it was not his place to "say" anything but still, to eat so messily and with such gruesome energy while a kit was wondering about in camp was horrifying to the normally gentle warrior, not like Chrysaliswing would care much if he had, he would have ate with respect instead of with vigor and aggression, something he's seen in some rogues... "You eat like a rogue" he made another gesture and mouthed the words once more with his lips. Bumblebee should know, the time loner before he became a part of Skyclan; his run-ins with rogues were never pleasant in the same manner as watching the older warrior eat. Of course, he hoped Chrysaliswing would take offense to the phantom words Bumblebee spoke.
"speak""Thoughts"
 

The corners of his eyes twitched at Chrysaliswing's display, his nostrils flaring at the strong scent of prey blood. Empathy settled somewhere deep within his heart for the other, somewhere where he could feel it but not act upon it. Honeysplash's disappearance was a great mystery, but did the other even have the right to rip prey up over it? Little apprentices lay motherless and fatherless within their den, but it didn't have to be that way, not when the other's heart was still beating. Others approached Chrysaliswing, first Oleanderkit who was offered an incredulous look but not much else. The next cat however was older, should've known better.

Silversmoke watched Bumblebee gesture, limbs tensing at the word 'rogue'. On instinct, he moved in front of the younger warrior, glaring down at his former apprentice in a bid to stop them from attacking the tabby for the insult. He knew too well the hatred the chimera felt for the outsiders, it was one he feared he'd helped temper, but when a cat had lost everything, what did they have to lose by attacking someone who made an unkind comparison? "Dead prey won't fight back," he observed with a twitch of his ear. He'd known the other to be a bit of a bully, was that what he wanted? It seemed pointless to the former Lead Warrior, where was the feeling of triumph or success by doing this? How was it supposed to make Chrysaliswing feel any better about himself?

"You should head over to the Sandy Ravine, pick on something a little less..." He angled his head towards what remained of a torn apart passerine. "Something more likely to take your mind off things." Amicable conversation between two old enemies was the only mercy Silversmoke could offer, but his jaws were taut as if still expecting the worst from the chimera... as if still expecting the conversation to end in yelling.