( ☾ ) she can tell something is wrong when cicadastar stalks towards his makeshift den. he is not the warmest presenting tom, but his eyes crackle with blue fire, his legs tight, muscles coiled as he hisses behind him. buckgait, come here. gleich. worry immedietly begins to pool at the lowest pit of willowroot's stomach. the leader's voice is chipped ice, curt and cruel, and as he stalks and disappears into his den, green eyes flick to her friend, her sister, whom she is sitting beside, attempting to groom some of the dampness from her pelt. as buck stands and follows the leader into the shadows, willowroot gnaws unknowingly on her lip, only stopping as a small drop of crimson colors her tongue. wiping the blood away, she'll stand as well and pad closer to the den.
this, she knows, is a long time coming. whatever is happening in that den is nothing good for buckgait. she's sure cicadastar is taking some gratification in this- his voice rumbles from the den, words unclear but meaning all too plain. half of the lead warrior's heart is cracking, chipping slowly like too-thin ice, a dull anger and confusion tightening her chest as she listens closer. the other half is pulsing quickly, hot. hisses spray from the shelter, growls following and harsh words; "what reason-to keep- you must be out of-mind..." it continues this way, and the lead warrior listens and tries to pretend like she isn't.
the sky above is hazy with rain, and it falls on flattened ears, silky charcoal coat darkened with damp as a chill sets in. "you- join - family again- raccoonpaw and boarpaw seem- happy- depart." and now her chest is fully aflame. this man, intruder, cruel and cunning, using her family to drive out what is left of it. how dare he, this tomcat who knows nothing of their history... knows... no. he knows. he does, and he says it anyway. willowroot's lip curls, paws shuffling, tail tip tapping the sodden earth as she tries to breathe. boarpaw, raccoonpaw, both gone, absent from clan life since before the flood. she's known for a while, she's felt their lack like a part of her heart exposed to the world. now cicadastar dares to mention their names?
she hopes buckgait chews him out, hopes she swipes a claw across his scarred, cruel face. he dares... he dares!
she wants to scream, to tear into the den herself, but she can't. willowroot is a lead warrior of riverclan, and she's made sacrifices for her position. cicadastar is, stars damn him, right in this circumstance. he speaks only the truth, as hard as it is to accept it. she cannot do anything, not even while her pseudo sister is called into exile. thornsharp claws pierce the earth, and the smoke sits, still as stone.
this, she knows, is a long time coming. whatever is happening in that den is nothing good for buckgait. she's sure cicadastar is taking some gratification in this- his voice rumbles from the den, words unclear but meaning all too plain. half of the lead warrior's heart is cracking, chipping slowly like too-thin ice, a dull anger and confusion tightening her chest as she listens closer. the other half is pulsing quickly, hot. hisses spray from the shelter, growls following and harsh words; "what reason-to keep- you must be out of-mind..." it continues this way, and the lead warrior listens and tries to pretend like she isn't.
the sky above is hazy with rain, and it falls on flattened ears, silky charcoal coat darkened with damp as a chill sets in. "you- join - family again- raccoonpaw and boarpaw seem- happy- depart." and now her chest is fully aflame. this man, intruder, cruel and cunning, using her family to drive out what is left of it. how dare he, this tomcat who knows nothing of their history... knows... no. he knows. he does, and he says it anyway. willowroot's lip curls, paws shuffling, tail tip tapping the sodden earth as she tries to breathe. boarpaw, raccoonpaw, both gone, absent from clan life since before the flood. she's known for a while, she's felt their lack like a part of her heart exposed to the world. now cicadastar dares to mention their names?
she hopes buckgait chews him out, hopes she swipes a claw across his scarred, cruel face. he dares... he dares!
she wants to scream, to tear into the den herself, but she can't. willowroot is a lead warrior of riverclan, and she's made sacrifices for her position. cicadastar is, stars damn him, right in this circumstance. he speaks only the truth, as hard as it is to accept it. she cannot do anything, not even while her pseudo sister is called into exile. thornsharp claws pierce the earth, and the smoke sits, still as stone.
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