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Pricklefern.
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SO I DREAM VOICES IN MY HEAD
pricklekit | 03 months | demi-girl | she/they | physically easy | mentally medium | attack in bold #4f7942
Sometimes, she wonders if there's something.... wrong with her. If she's cursed. As she stares at her paw - blackened, like the hand of death. An oddity among her pale pelt - soft creams and blues mottled across her pelt like sunlight filtered through the trees. She thinks it'd be more apt had it been placed upon her chest - over her heart. She knows shes a broken thing after all - something twisted and bent and not quite right.
She loves her family - loves her clan. She loves them all so very dearly, and yet it never shows - not on the surface at least. She's simply not built for such things, try as she might. No, she is a creature of blood and death and power and it shows in her every move - muscled coiled and taught, she slinks about even now as though she is on the hunt, as though her clanmates are simply prey and she is on the hunt. She watches them with wary gaze, green eyes sharp and keen and just a bit too cold. Trust is not something that comes easy to her. It is something that has to be fought for, with tooth and nail, something that has to be earned.
She wonders, sometimes, if perhaps it isn't a curse at all - but a blessing. Her loved one's know her for what she is, and love her anyway. She shares secretive smiles with her siblings, simple quirks of the lips and the glitter of laughter in her gaze. They put up with her silly puns and morbid jokes and love her anyway. She she loves them back. It doesn't matter much to Pricklekit how the others view her - the odd child with to intelligent green eyes, the one who never smiles, never laughs. And that's okay.
She supposes she'll never know if her oddity was by starclans paw - curse or blessing, it doesn't matter. It simply is.
Turning her attentions and musings away from her paw as her grooming session is complete, the girl glances about - gaze lingering as she studies face after face. Her place against the edge of the nursery is the perfect view point - away from the hustle and bustle and yet close enough to observe. It's one of the things she likes best about being a kit. She's often overlooked - and it's much easier to people watch without being disturbed by every passerby.