- Jul 8, 2022
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MY NAME IS BRUTUS AND MY NAME MEANS HEAVY ✧
if there is a singular truth; it is that buck is not a woman to be trifled with. she had came into this world bloodied, she fears she will leave it the same way. in the time of her rest, idle moments filled with torturous thinking, the woman had come to a simple conclusion. if lightning will not spare her a second of his time, she will force him to look upon her. corner him where he cannot escape and look her in the eye. look upon what he has neglected. buck had held this horrible thought, that their time, albeit forced, meant nothing. when he had stared at death's fangs for her, it was not due to his care for the woman, but rather his duty to his leader. she knew she would have preferred death had it been the case. it seems the end does not want her yet. to be just seen as a duty and not as some acquaintance. he should have cared. he should have been worried seeing her bleeding out. she's never considered the tom to be much of an actor, but if he were to fool her like this, then he must be a star. she is aware of the cruelty of man, had been closely intimate with it. and now she is forced into it again. to what degree of heartless must a tom be to ignore a molly after learning her tragedy? to not even visit her while she suffered for his damned leader. to not look upon her as she is named his deputy.
her tongue grows heavy in her mouth, a sickness in her grows. she is fine being nothing to many, but to be seen as nothing by lightning is a new ailment. something she cannot handle. she does not want to think as to why this abandonment hurts. had it been in their earlier days, she would have laughed in his face. called him every name under the sun and thrown dirt upon him, happy to go about her days without his constant breath down her neck. now she misses his scowling face, or the closeness of their nests. the most simple of things.
she catches him alone, to where he cannot find the safety of a crowd to shield him from her gaze. to shield him from her. "enjoying your new freedom, i see." the woman closes the distance between them, encircling him as she watches for any reaction. any signs of guilt. "i noticed you hadn't visited me while i was healing...care to explain to your deputy on why you are suddenly avoiding her?" it's cruel, her eyes upon him and her voice as sweet as she could make it. yet she doesn't bother to hide the anger, how it coats her tongue.
"speak to me."
@LIGHTNINGSTONE