- Jun 14, 2022
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( ♬ ) Her legs ached, her lungs hurt from her sobs, and her heart was broken. But even worse than all this; Deersong was scared. Because after the dust had settled and the news had been broken and the wailing stopped, Snowpaw still wasn't home.
She couldn't imagine, the weight of the guilt his little soul now bore. Her paws would carry her back to the battle scene, her paws trembling as the worst-case scenario played in her mind that he had been attacked after she had left him to aid Morningpaw. Why did she leave him there? Why hadn't she been more careful? Why hadn't she stopped him? As his mentor he was her responsibility, her charge to teach and care for, and she had failed him.
"Snowpaw?" She calls her apprentices' name like a wailing mother calling for her kit. Deersong reaches the space and the sight she sees breaks her heart all over again. Her beloved Snowpaw, simply sitting at the border and still covered in Morningpaws' blood. "Oh Snow..." Her voice fails her, wavering and thick with emotion as she hurries over to him and moves to curl around his form as if doing so would shield him from the cruelty of reality.
If he allows her, she moves to give his head a few apologetic licks, before meowing softly, "I'm here, Starchild...I'm here..."
//
@Snowpaw
She couldn't imagine, the weight of the guilt his little soul now bore. Her paws would carry her back to the battle scene, her paws trembling as the worst-case scenario played in her mind that he had been attacked after she had left him to aid Morningpaw. Why did she leave him there? Why hadn't she been more careful? Why hadn't she stopped him? As his mentor he was her responsibility, her charge to teach and care for, and she had failed him.
"Snowpaw?" She calls her apprentices' name like a wailing mother calling for her kit. Deersong reaches the space and the sight she sees breaks her heart all over again. Her beloved Snowpaw, simply sitting at the border and still covered in Morningpaws' blood. "Oh Snow..." Her voice fails her, wavering and thick with emotion as she hurries over to him and moves to curl around his form as if doing so would shield him from the cruelty of reality.
If he allows her, she moves to give his head a few apologetic licks, before meowing softly, "I'm here, Starchild...I'm here..."
//
@Snowpaw
( LET YOU BREAK; MY HEART AGAIN )