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⊹⊹ LOOKING IN THEIR EYES WHEN THEY'RE DOWN ⊹⊹
mottledove & 22 moons & female & she/her & skyclan perma-queen
mottledove & 22 moons & female & she/her & skyclan perma-queen
When the child is placed into her care, mottledove isn't quite sure what to expect. When she'd pleaded with blazestar to let her remain behind in the nursery, she'd honestly half done so out of fear - the forest was still a strange and terrifying place for the sheltered irl. She'd thought - so foolishly at that - that staying within the walls of the camp would keep her safe.
She'd been wrong. When riverclan had come into their camp in a flood of unfamiliar faces, it'd been her first official task as a perma-queen - helping make nests, getting the queens and ktis settled within the den. Comforting and consoling them, just as her clanmates had her upon her arrival. And then they'd come for them too - the rogues. Blood and violence erupting before she'd had a chance to react.
It'd been terrifying - knowing that somewhere in the mess were her kits, fighting off cats probably bigger than herself. Knowing that she was useless - unable to stop them if she tried. A liability. They'd made it out in the end - all of them, even him. She's disgusted by her own relief at that, mingling deep down with her fear. And then they'd come home - her soft paws working just as hard as everyone else to clean up the mess left behind.
And now - this.
Dull blue eyes warm the moment she see's the child - warmth creeping in. It doesn't matter anymore that she is still foolish and naive, that she is inexperienced and clumsy even now. This is the real reason she'd stayed behind as a queen - moments like this. It doesn't take long for Kiki to realize there is a glaring problem though - pain entering her gaze at the realization that the child before her has clearly not been loved the way he should. "... you don't have a name?"
Honestly, she can hardly believed it. Even orphaned kittypets like herself had names, even if not from the cats who birthed them but from the twolegs who'd cared for them. She can't imagine ever doing the same - can't imagine getting upset just because a kit wasn't a she-cat, o a tom, or whatever else poor excuse the childs dam had given. "Well then how about I give you one? You can be shimmerkit - because you have very pretty fur," it's a more grandiose name than she would've thought of moons ago - lost in pain and grief as she'd once been - but it feels fitting.
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— physically extremely easy && mentally very hard
— non-violent powerplay allowed && healing powerplay allowed && minor injury powerplay not-allowed
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