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❝ WHERE THE BIRDS WAIT ✧°.☀ ————————————
Creatures with no vision are designed for the dark, and Dawnpaw is no exception. The apprentice was born blind. He had no concept of light. It seemed almost perfect to be born in a clan where cats who thrived in the dark were lauded and given a very important role. When he was apprenticed and given the role of tunneler, it just felt right. There was no doubt his place in the clan, and no doubt from his clanmates that he was important. He couldn't imagine what it must be like to be born blind in another clan. How would you fish if you couldn't see the slick bodies swimming underneath the waves? How could you jump to the trees if you couldn't see the branch above? He shook sometimes thinking about how useless he would be in another clan. Would they even care for him like WindClan did? Or would they toss him aside for his incompleteness?
No. He couldn't think about that. It was no use thinking about it. He was in WindClan and he was needed for his expertise. Without vision, he could hear the slightest tremor of earth or shuffle of mole. He could feel his way through the tunnels better than any sighted cat. He had almost memorized the gate of each of his clanmates. Almost. Almost wasn't good enough. It was why he sat still in camp listening with a great focus to match footsteps, smells, voices, laughs to each owner. It was getting easier the more he interacted with his clanmates. That was... hard for him.
Every time a clanmate other than Duskpaw greeted him, Dawnpaw started shaking and his tongue felt thick in his mouth. He liked to listen and "watch", but actually speaking to his clan and denmates was hard. He left that for his brother, who always seemed to have an easy time talking to others. He couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy at that, but not enough to actually despise the darker tom. He could never hate Duskpaw. He was all he had.
The only time Dawnpaw felt comfortable without his brother was in the tunnels. He was a small tom and easily fit in their dusty squeeze. He wasn't due to grow anymore than his small stature, so he was blessed with a life of navigating the tunnels for his clan. When Brackenpaw suggested a hunting patrol in the tunnels, it took a decent bit of courage to choke out a quiet "sure". Duskpaw would be so proud. The pale apprentice pushed through the tunnels, claws digging into dirt and stone. Brackenpaw was ahead of him, their earthy scent - typical for the tunnelers - wafting as she moved ahead. He wasn't too familiar with his denmate. All he knew was what Duskpaw had told him from rumors he had picked up. Maybe he could get some more information for him during this hunt.
Lost in thought, Dawnpaw didn't even realize how close to Brackenpaw he had gotten. His head had collided with the other apprentice's backside. "Hey," he grunted at the feeling. He never liked bumping into things, especially in the tunnels. He was supposed to be the expert here. "Why'd you stop?" He hadn't heard anything, but maybe he was so distracted thinking about getting information that he had missed something.
Creatures with no vision are designed for the dark, and Dawnpaw is no exception. The apprentice was born blind. He had no concept of light. It seemed almost perfect to be born in a clan where cats who thrived in the dark were lauded and given a very important role. When he was apprenticed and given the role of tunneler, it just felt right. There was no doubt his place in the clan, and no doubt from his clanmates that he was important. He couldn't imagine what it must be like to be born blind in another clan. How would you fish if you couldn't see the slick bodies swimming underneath the waves? How could you jump to the trees if you couldn't see the branch above? He shook sometimes thinking about how useless he would be in another clan. Would they even care for him like WindClan did? Or would they toss him aside for his incompleteness?
No. He couldn't think about that. It was no use thinking about it. He was in WindClan and he was needed for his expertise. Without vision, he could hear the slightest tremor of earth or shuffle of mole. He could feel his way through the tunnels better than any sighted cat. He had almost memorized the gate of each of his clanmates. Almost. Almost wasn't good enough. It was why he sat still in camp listening with a great focus to match footsteps, smells, voices, laughs to each owner. It was getting easier the more he interacted with his clanmates. That was... hard for him.
Every time a clanmate other than Duskpaw greeted him, Dawnpaw started shaking and his tongue felt thick in his mouth. He liked to listen and "watch", but actually speaking to his clan and denmates was hard. He left that for his brother, who always seemed to have an easy time talking to others. He couldn't help but feel a twinge of jealousy at that, but not enough to actually despise the darker tom. He could never hate Duskpaw. He was all he had.
The only time Dawnpaw felt comfortable without his brother was in the tunnels. He was a small tom and easily fit in their dusty squeeze. He wasn't due to grow anymore than his small stature, so he was blessed with a life of navigating the tunnels for his clan. When Brackenpaw suggested a hunting patrol in the tunnels, it took a decent bit of courage to choke out a quiet "sure". Duskpaw would be so proud. The pale apprentice pushed through the tunnels, claws digging into dirt and stone. Brackenpaw was ahead of him, their earthy scent - typical for the tunnelers - wafting as she moved ahead. He wasn't too familiar with his denmate. All he knew was what Duskpaw had told him from rumors he had picked up. Maybe he could get some more information for him during this hunt.
Lost in thought, Dawnpaw didn't even realize how close to Brackenpaw he had gotten. His head had collided with the other apprentice's backside. "Hey," he grunted at the feeling. He never liked bumping into things, especially in the tunnels. He was supposed to be the expert here. "Why'd you stop?" He hadn't heard anything, but maybe he was so distracted thinking about getting information that he had missed something.