When she wakes in the morning, it is dawn. Dim morning light filters in through the opening of her den and when she blinks sleepily awake she has to blink hard in order for her eyes to adjust to the sun. Her white-capped paws stretch in front of her, taking in the empty space that, until recently, would have been occupied by gray fur, by green eyes blinking tiredly back at her, a nose pressing against her forehead, a tired voice asking if she had slept well. The nothingness is jarring, not something she has grown used to yet and despite how terrible he had revealed himself to be there is still a part of her that grieves his absence.
Unable to stand it any longer, she pushes herself to her paws and, with a glance spared for the nest Magpiepaw occupies, she heads to the opening of the rock wall that makes up the medicine cats den in ShadowClan. Around this time last leaf-bare she had just become the clans full medicine cat and she thinks about that as she looks out into camp. Overnight, it would seem the snow had come because the landscape she was so familiar with was now blanketed with a soft layer of white. "it's so beautiful..." she says quietly. There is just something about the way it muffles the sounds of the forest, something about the way it looks when it has been undisturbed. Though she does know the hardships it brings, she cannot help but to admire it in this moment.