F
FAWNHEART
Guest
FAWNHEART — named fawn after their grandfather, given heart for his compassion towards others and loyalty
APPEARANCE — green eyed long haired cream tabby with low white
⤹ carrying sepia, long hair ⋆ masking blue
MENTALITY — infp, ❝ the mediator❞ ⋆ melancholic ⋆ 4w3
— positive traits: considerate, thoughtful, patient
— neutral traits: cautious, rigid, shy
— negative traits: anxious, pessimistic, excessive
RELATIONS & INTERACTIONS — npc x npc
⤹ littermate to none
— no other kin
⤹ friends with tbd
— admires tbd ⋆ likes tbd
⤹ enemies with tbd
— dislikes tbd ⋆ loathes tbd
⤹ trans masc ( he/him )
— afab ⋆ mono ⋆ demisexual
⤹ from Shadowclan, warrior
— clanborn
⤹ 20 moons ⋆ ages every 5th ⋆ creation date
⪼ penned by velou
— afab ⋆ mono ⋆ demisexual
⤹ from Shadowclan, warrior
— clanborn
⤹ 20 moons ⋆ ages every 5th ⋆ creation date
⪼ penned by velou
APPEARANCE — green eyed long haired cream tabby with low white
⤹ carrying sepia, long hair ⋆ masking blue
A long haired low white cream tabby standing at 15" in height. While the size is impressive, body mass has been sacrificed as a result, the tom is extremely skinny that it is a bit concerning. Perhaps if his fur was as dark as night, he would have been imposing with cascades of fur and glowing emerald eyes. However, the shadowclanner has terrible posture, remaining in a hunched position most of the time. While fur can hide his lack of muscle compared to others, the uncertain way he carries himself gives away the frailness of his frame. A good swat to his long legs is more than sufficient to end a fight. And yet, while his posture is atrocious, the shadowclanner takes great care in grooming himself. Though it is impossible to fully manage his mop of fur, so there may be areas in which fur is wild. The most noteworthy areas would be the top of head and cheek in which he loses a war of unruly fur often. So much so that the tom has given up on taming locks of cream.
MENTALITY — infp, ❝ the mediator❞ ⋆ melancholic ⋆ 4w3
— positive traits: considerate, thoughtful, patient
— neutral traits: cautious, rigid, shy
— negative traits: anxious, pessimistic, excessive
A kind tom who is considerate and thinks of others before himself. He tries not to draw too much attention to himself, preferring to play a supporting role. It is not because he is unable to, but it will take some encouraging from those he is close to, or peer pressuring will work just fine. Fawnheart has a quite a difficult time saying no, unwilling to deal with the aftermath of hurting someone's feelings and the shame that stems from letting others down. It is reasonable to say that he has a low self-esteem. Even though he excels in certain aspects such a hunting, he will refuse any claims and have a hard time believing in his worth.
Fawnheart is keenly aware of his flaws by constantly comparing himself to others, yet this has made him blind to his strengths. He doesn't view those he considers great in a envy, no he pities himself. While he carries the rank of warrior, he doesn't believe it is a earned title. This is due to the bullying he endured growing up which resulted in a close friend becoming injured, their training was put on hold. Their relationship hasn't truly mended from the incident. They still converse and are friendly with one another, but their relationship is built on guilt. Neither is honest with their feelings and swallowing down their hurt from the events that transpired.
He is not one to dare voice his true opinions, opting to bottling them up. However, the bottle will eventually overflow one day. That is a day he dreads and actively tries to prolong, even if it means self-sabotaging relationships with others in order to prove that there is something wrong with him. Something that proves that his narrative of being the victim.
And yet, despite his flaws he will always want to do the right thing. To contribute and help others even if it involves dragging on conflicts that everyone wishes to move on from.
Fawnheart is keenly aware of his flaws by constantly comparing himself to others, yet this has made him blind to his strengths. He doesn't view those he considers great in a envy, no he pities himself. While he carries the rank of warrior, he doesn't believe it is a earned title. This is due to the bullying he endured growing up which resulted in a close friend becoming injured, their training was put on hold. Their relationship hasn't truly mended from the incident. They still converse and are friendly with one another, but their relationship is built on guilt. Neither is honest with their feelings and swallowing down their hurt from the events that transpired.
He is not one to dare voice his true opinions, opting to bottling them up. However, the bottle will eventually overflow one day. That is a day he dreads and actively tries to prolong, even if it means self-sabotaging relationships with others in order to prove that there is something wrong with him. Something that proves that his narrative of being the victim.
And yet, despite his flaws he will always want to do the right thing. To contribute and help others even if it involves dragging on conflicts that everyone wishes to move on from.
RELATIONS & INTERACTIONS — npc x npc
⤹ littermate to none
— no other kin
⤹ friends with tbd
— admires tbd ⋆ likes tbd
⤹ enemies with tbd
— dislikes tbd ⋆ loathes tbd
When it comes to interacting with all manner of cats he is quite shy and would not approach others so easily. He lacks confidence to go up to anyone and ask how they've been or if they've seen something interesting. When it comes to enemy clans, while he understands conversing with them is wrong he likes to give them a chance should they dare come up to him and inquire something. He would simply be more wary and fidget more often as the conversation continues. Despite his demeanor he trusts others easily, always giving them the benefit of the doubt. Even though in the past he has more than enough proof that cats can be cruel and unkind. Perhaps it is out of desperation that he choses to trust in others so readily? As if to forget that chapter of his life? Who can say?
⤹ physical health [ 100% ] | mental health [ 70% ]
— will not start fights | will flee | will show mercy
⤹ excels at hunting, stealth ⋆ poor at fighting, swimming
— sounds like who ⋆ smells like what
⤹ physical health [ 100% ] | mental health [ 70% ]
— will not start fights | will flee | will show mercy
⤹ excels at hunting, stealth ⋆ poor at fighting, swimming
— sounds like who ⋆ smells like what