- Nov 17, 2022
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With the words of Dawnglare finished, and Lichenpaw and Magpiepaw's apprenticeship now officially begun under the light of the Moonstone, it was time to "share tongues with StarClan" as they said. Ravenpaw settled alone at one side of the stone, curling his paws underneath his skinny form and wrapping his tail tightly around his body. All he could hear was the sound of breath against the cold, cruel walls of the claustrophobic cave. A reminder that he was still alive.
The disgruntled taste left in his mouth after Dawnglare spoke the ceremonial words to him that were meant to be Beesong's was subsiding, but still bitter at the back of his tongue. I should have not come. He suddenly felt a surge of doubt well up in his chest. If he left after the rest of them fell asleep, they would not know. As quickly as the idea was born, it died when he realized how foolish it was. Snakeblink was not the bodyguard that the other medicine cats believed he was. Snakeblink was his cover.
If ever he was allowed one special moment in his life, it would have been this one. Instead, he was forced to come here alone, without his mentor to guide him and announce his full ceremony like he was supposed to. Instead, he got the medicine cat of SkyClan to speak precious words—a cat that Ravenpaw would respect only for his seniority as medicine cat, but nothing else, as far as he was concerned, might as well be just as mean as Ravenpaw himself. Had Dawnglare decided to name him with those words, Ravenpaw was convinced he himself would have snapped—and what then?
Someone was watching over him, clearly, since that had not been the case.
Ravenpaw was stalling. He breathed in sharply, closed his eyes and pressed his nose to the stone, too hurriedly to even have time to wonder what lay beyond for him.
@BEESONG
The disgruntled taste left in his mouth after Dawnglare spoke the ceremonial words to him that were meant to be Beesong's was subsiding, but still bitter at the back of his tongue. I should have not come. He suddenly felt a surge of doubt well up in his chest. If he left after the rest of them fell asleep, they would not know. As quickly as the idea was born, it died when he realized how foolish it was. Snakeblink was not the bodyguard that the other medicine cats believed he was. Snakeblink was his cover.
If ever he was allowed one special moment in his life, it would have been this one. Instead, he was forced to come here alone, without his mentor to guide him and announce his full ceremony like he was supposed to. Instead, he got the medicine cat of SkyClan to speak precious words—a cat that Ravenpaw would respect only for his seniority as medicine cat, but nothing else, as far as he was concerned, might as well be just as mean as Ravenpaw himself. Had Dawnglare decided to name him with those words, Ravenpaw was convinced he himself would have snapped—and what then?
Someone was watching over him, clearly, since that had not been the case.
Ravenpaw was stalling. He breathed in sharply, closed his eyes and pressed his nose to the stone, too hurriedly to even have time to wonder what lay beyond for him.
@BEESONG