It was her second time venturing out into the territory today. The first time had been an enlightening experience with Chilledgaze, but a pleasant conversation and discovery of a strange two-leg object had not resulted in any food being brought back to the clan. They'd long since breached a point of desperation, with clanmates ending up seriously sick or worse, and if providing for her home meant enduring achy paws as she traversed difficult terrain, then she'd endure the discomfort for as long as was needed. It was already getting alarmingly easy to ignore the hunger pangs as she prowled onwards, her ribs visibly shifting with each careful prance through the slush. Mud soaked the lower half of Ferndance's body, the fur on her withered belly clumping together and spiking toward the earth. It wouldn't be ShadowClan if there wasn't a little bit of grime, but even she had to admit that it was excessive and almost as bad as the snowfield. Her eyes shifted to her patrolling companion, Smogmaw, as the pair traversed, trying to discern his own opinion through careful gawking. She couldn't imagine him liking it much, then again, she couldn't imagine him liking anything much.
There was only a year between the two cats but it was difficult for the ticked tabby to not see him as a grumpy old elder, longing for the 'good old days' but ultimately harmless (at least to her). She considered asking him how it felt to dig through the snow only for it to disappear a day later, or perhaps if he'd made any new friends whilst trapped in the warrior's den - alas, the answers to them seemed too obvious. Quickening her pace to catch up with the tabby, Ferndance shifted her gaze towards the horizon, praying to see signs of life that would make the hunting trip worthwhile. Droppings, clumps of fur, anything that would show that prey had moved back onto ShadowClan land. She didn't much like the idea of going back empty-pawed again, she was supposed to be a good hunter - how was she supposed to show that off and help her home if there was nothing to hunt in the first place? A breathy sigh escaped the chestnut she-cat, the faint condensation appearing near her nose dispersing quickly. At least if they were all going to starve to death, they could be warm while doing it. Newleaf was on the horizon after all, a chance for something new, even if she was growing tired shifting the goalposts.
"The offer is still open to put you out of your misery." She blinked innocuously, her attention shifting back to Smogmaw when the hopelessness set in. She offered him a coy smile. "I'm sure you'd be enough food to sustain the whole elder's den if they spaced out their meals. And ShadowClan would honour your sacrifice, I'm sure."
@smogmaw
There was only a year between the two cats but it was difficult for the ticked tabby to not see him as a grumpy old elder, longing for the 'good old days' but ultimately harmless (at least to her). She considered asking him how it felt to dig through the snow only for it to disappear a day later, or perhaps if he'd made any new friends whilst trapped in the warrior's den - alas, the answers to them seemed too obvious. Quickening her pace to catch up with the tabby, Ferndance shifted her gaze towards the horizon, praying to see signs of life that would make the hunting trip worthwhile. Droppings, clumps of fur, anything that would show that prey had moved back onto ShadowClan land. She didn't much like the idea of going back empty-pawed again, she was supposed to be a good hunter - how was she supposed to show that off and help her home if there was nothing to hunt in the first place? A breathy sigh escaped the chestnut she-cat, the faint condensation appearing near her nose dispersing quickly. At least if they were all going to starve to death, they could be warm while doing it. Newleaf was on the horizon after all, a chance for something new, even if she was growing tired shifting the goalposts.
"The offer is still open to put you out of your misery." She blinked innocuously, her attention shifting back to Smogmaw when the hopelessness set in. She offered him a coy smile. "I'm sure you'd be enough food to sustain the whole elder's den if they spaced out their meals. And ShadowClan would honour your sacrifice, I'm sure."
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