- Sep 13, 2022
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War weighin' on my heart but I can't fall
Silverlightning returns to camp carrying a heft squirrel within his jaws. New leaf has been rather kind to them with the abundance of prey thunderclan has been able to find and he hopes their good luck bleeds into green leaf. Carefully he deposits his catch into its appropriate pile, spotting Howlingstar across the bustle of camp. Straightening himself he wanders over, waiting patiently until her conversation with another warrior comes to a close. Once finished he gifts his leader with a respectful nod of the head, feathered tail sweeping to take a seat in her presence. "Evening, Howlingstar. May I hold your attention for just a moment?" The ticked tabby asks awaiting her signal before carrying on with his concern. "You have taken a great chance keeping an outsider like me. Allowing the opportunity to adapt to your customs, gifting me with an apprentice of my own. Each is a kindness I hope to repay, but know I never could. For that, I thank you."
He'd never taken the time to verbally thank the wise, older tabby. But he understood its best to give someone their flowers while they were still on this side of life. His attention travels momentarily across the way, landing upon Mousepaw for a moment. The young she cat has grown into a fine student, soaking up his teachings more easily now than she had in the past. "I question my tutelage." Silver finally admits, something formally withheld and stored within the deepest recesses of his mind. It was not a comfortable thing to admit, but he needed to know if he was doing right by her. She was his very first apprentice after all. "I still have a ways to go before I fully understand clan life. In areas where I lack understanding it is easy to slip back into the teachings of my youth." It wasn't easy unlearning a lifetime's worth of former knowledge. "Does Mousepaw perform to Thunderclan's standards?" Silverlightning finally questions, turning to look upon Howlingstar again. His unorthodox training methods vary greatly from his fellow warriors and although he personally feels like she is proficient, Howlingstar might not. (@HOWLINGSTAR)
He'd never taken the time to verbally thank the wise, older tabby. But he understood its best to give someone their flowers while they were still on this side of life. His attention travels momentarily across the way, landing upon Mousepaw for a moment. The young she cat has grown into a fine student, soaking up his teachings more easily now than she had in the past. "I question my tutelage." Silver finally admits, something formally withheld and stored within the deepest recesses of his mind. It was not a comfortable thing to admit, but he needed to know if he was doing right by her. She was his very first apprentice after all. "I still have a ways to go before I fully understand clan life. In areas where I lack understanding it is easy to slip back into the teachings of my youth." It wasn't easy unlearning a lifetime's worth of former knowledge. "Does Mousepaw perform to Thunderclan's standards?" Silverlightning finally questions, turning to look upon Howlingstar again. His unorthodox training methods vary greatly from his fellow warriors and although he personally feels like she is proficient, Howlingstar might not. (@HOWLINGSTAR)
Seekin' shelter from the storm on this blank road