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it would never be her place. even if she had wanted to, her body was incapable of carrying ; but she thinks of it anyway. she thinks of visiting her mate one day, touching a nose against their ear and gazing down at a litter, kits no bigger than her forelimb. she had the practice, sunfreckle had given her plenty of siblings to practice her smoothed words and love on, honed her problem - solving skills where it involved unruly children. he'd said she did good, had done good with them. would she be good with a litter of her own? a sudden half - beat in her chest pangs painfully against her sternum as if to say think about it, and she does. she thinks of her nervousness to mentor, her hesitation in the battle with the rogues, and figures it was probably a good thing that she'd yet to find anyone to settle down with. it was frightening. memories haunt her ; sweetkit and softkit, the sullen darkness of flamewhiskers kitting. it could go so terribly wrong so terribly fast, and recovery -- it was a long, hard process. the tortoiseshell isnt sure if her father had ever truly recovered.
there is a brief lapse of silence. it is broken as quickly as it had fallen.
” you know, ive always wanted a sunsetkit. i think its sooo pretty, and.. “ she kneads at the weaving underpaw, fidgeting with the greenery. she wants it, for better or for worse. she wants to name them, see them grow, teach them where to find the coolest bugs. she'd name one sunsetkit, one sparklekit, one gigglekit. she daydreams, glassy - eyed as a grin dances upon a ginger - kissed face, ” i was named after my dad, so i figure i should return the favor. course, since i took the freckle part, i had t' get creative. “ her eyes suddenly cut towards the dark warrior at her side. her grin curls mischeviously, but she tempers it with a nonchalant look back down at her work. she clears her throat, but her ears crane forward, ” do youuu have any names picked out already, or are you, like.. waiting until they get here? “ deliberately phrased, almost teasing if she wasnt trying with all her might not to give in to the waggle of amusement twitching her lip. her eyes cut at him, then drift just as quickly towards a patch of absolutely nothing a tail - length away, pointedly. freckleflame knew roeflame would never, not in the snowy months -- but its fun to watch her solemn friend sputter, a weak spot she loved to poke.
her heart warms at the thought anyway.
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i. please wait for @BURNSTORM !!! shes just being silley
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FRECKLEFLAME 𖦹 . LESBIAN, SINGLE. SMELLS LIKE SUN - WARMED OAK AND EARTHY MUSK. SIXTEEN MOONS. FRIEND & SISTER TO MANY. NAMED A FULL WARRIOR OF THUNDERCLAN ON 8 / 3 / 2023. PENNED BY ANTLERS--------
prone to bouts of explosive emotion. all opinions are solely in - character and during these times, often untrue or said only in anger.