- Feb 7, 2024
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ੈ ✩‧₊˚ Although they had lived in a group before they'd come to the edge of the pines, that didn't mean they had any real set of expectations for what clan life would be like. Actually, they expected that it would be different—hopefully, very different. All of the stories that they'd heard did not say much about the ways of life of these mysterious clan cats, and murmurs of loners and kittypets seemed to echo words of violence and battle and blood, but those rumors were ones that they were not sure they believed. Not in their entirety, at least, especially not sitting in the SkyClan camp now, watching cats gather in small throngs under the warm mid-afternoon sun in a brief respite from Leafbare's bitter cold grayness, sharing prey and stories. Even in the group that Harmony had once been in, things like this were not commonplace. The lack of tension crackling in the air was a welcome change, as strange as it was. Having spent most of their life always watching, waiting for something to happen—the lack of ever-present anticipation left the cat feeling almost a bit empty. There was a bizarre unease that had drifted in in place of it, and a tiredness now that they could finally in some capacity settle.
Although the weight on their shoulders was not constant, and these new expectations and worries were in part different from the old, they were still well aware that they were still an outsider to these cats. It was a bit unsettling alone to be among a lot of cats that they did not know, overwhelmed by their strange scents and their routines that were entirely different from any that Harmony had ever taken up. They couldn't help but sit at the fringes of the camp alone, eyeing the other cats—their clanmates, now—with an equal measure of curiosity and trepidation that hopefully did not show as they lay with their paws tucked underneath their body.
Although the weight on their shoulders was not constant, and these new expectations and worries were in part different from the old, they were still well aware that they were still an outsider to these cats. It was a bit unsettling alone to be among a lot of cats that they did not know, overwhelmed by their strange scents and their routines that were entirely different from any that Harmony had ever taken up. They couldn't help but sit at the fringes of the camp alone, eyeing the other cats—their clanmates, now—with an equal measure of curiosity and trepidation that hopefully did not show as they lay with their paws tucked underneath their body.
listen carefully to the sound
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of your loneliness
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speech, thoughts, actions
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HARMONY ✩ they/them, loner, 14 moons
⭃ LH blue/black chimera with high white and amber-green heterochromia
⭃ ex-member of a loner group
⭃ speaks with a strange lilt; eyes are without highlights and are dull or even dead-looking
⭃ peaceful and healing powerplay permitted
⭃ penned by harmonia ↛ message for discord or find me in the server