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The water laps up around him, swills at his chest and sides and he sighs quietly as he stands in it and enjoys the brief moment of calm before the storm would churn once more. Under his paws pebbles slick and ran smooth beneath the river current rattle slightly under his weight but he remains unswayed by the force of the water frothing and pressing past him to continue its journey onward to where the river ends at a distance he has not traveled himself before; mountains looming in the distance he knows only by name and not familiarity. One day he wonders if he would ever set paw on such things, lofty and towering and almost too overwhelming to comprehend but for now he was content where he was in the world. His clan, his family, his friends, all of it kept him tethered here happily. Smokethroat turns over his shoulder, spotted eye narrowing in amusement back at the sloped head of his mate still on the shore he had properly bullied him into joining him at. It did not take a lot of convincing to draw the storm-spotted tom out to the river for a break but it had still been an effort. The kits were sleeping and watched over by a trusted queen so he could go without fretting for both their safety and their easily malleable minds; they had both felt the seering annoyance of their clanmates acting fools upon the impressionable bunch so nothing less than a proper friend and caretaker could be left to observe the sleeping trio.
"...you don't call Beekit by her name." He states simply, it is not accustory nor angry but confused and uncertain; he does not phrase it as a question because it wasn't, he had heard it himself and knew that it was purposefully and he wanted an explaination. "....you were not too keen on the name when I suggested it." In his bloodied and exhausted throes of pain mixed with relief moments after the kits were born he had been urged to contribute a name among the egotistical and near blasphemous ones his mate had suggested and it was the simple dedication to a past friend that had been regarded as unholy by the mottled leader. Smokethroat found it odd, had dismissed it as a grief stricken stupor but that it was still going now, a refusal to accept her, had left him both uneasy and a little irrate if he was being truly honest. They were out here to relax, fish, enjoy a moment away from the kits he would soon be free from anyways and he didn't want this tension lingering in the air. There had been something...something there that kept Cicadastar drawn taut like a wire threatening to snap at any moment and it had not faded since his claws tore Mudpelt's face in wake of the kits being born. It had lessened slightly, only to tighten again and he wouldn't lie and say he wasn't worried. The burden of a leader was heavy, a deputy could only do so much to ease it and a mate could only do a little themselves. Being that he was both his chances were significantly higher but not by a lot.
"Talk to me." Did he still grieve, did he still carry with him something heavy he could not hold? And if so why was he doing so alone?
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