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She can see the looks given to her, feel the glares on her- there were some willing to accept her, cats she had befriended. But there were also the cats that had disdain for her; Clearsight's death. It was because she had killed Juniperfrost, the war started because of her inability to control her temper. She could never admit it, could never tell anyone the full story for fear of being rejected. She was no monster, was she?
"I'm.. So, so sorry.." She speaks softly to nobody in particular, eyes narrowed until they almost shut. She looks defeated, tired- the wound on her cheek aches so intensely, and yet she feels like she deserves such a pain. If only it had been her, instead of Clearsight- would everyone be happy, then? Sure, some would mourn her. Her son would be motherless, her daughter without her mother as well. But she'd be able to be with Wisteriapaw. She would see him again.
"I'll turn myself in. I'll.. I can't just let.. I don't want anyone else to die. I love RiverClan, I.." She can barely hold herself up, she wants to cry right now- but she has no right. No right. "I'm so sorry, everyone-! I'm so sorry!"
// ic opinions ofc for everyone! understandable if some cats go off on her; so don't hold back. <3
"I'm.. So, so sorry.." She speaks softly to nobody in particular, eyes narrowed until they almost shut. She looks defeated, tired- the wound on her cheek aches so intensely, and yet she feels like she deserves such a pain. If only it had been her, instead of Clearsight- would everyone be happy, then? Sure, some would mourn her. Her son would be motherless, her daughter without her mother as well. But she'd be able to be with Wisteriapaw. She would see him again.
"I'll turn myself in. I'll.. I can't just let.. I don't want anyone else to die. I love RiverClan, I.." She can barely hold herself up, she wants to cry right now- but she has no right. No right. "I'm so sorry, everyone-! I'm so sorry!"
// ic opinions ofc for everyone! understandable if some cats go off on her; so don't hold back. <3
❝ there are wounds inside me, gaping holes of disconnect.
can you drown inside your own body? can you suffocate within this mind? ❞
can you drown inside your own body? can you suffocate within this mind? ❞