private doom and gloom in my mind [houndthistle]

Hazel eyes are focused on their mentor, quickened pawsteps ensuring that they remain well within the larger tom’s field of view at all times. They don’t look at him much differently now, even if some of their clanmates do; for some WindClanners, any setback is damning, even if major injuries are to be expected when their leader continues to pick fights with other clans. But Gravelsnap was trained by this tom, sees him as nothing less than a spectacular warrior with a great deal of wisdom lurking behind a visage of long fangs and an intimidating stare. Truly, it’s as though nothing has changed, except that Gravelsnap feels guilty. Gravelsnap feels as though they’re responsible, in some way, for their mentor’s injuries, and as such it is their duty to help Houndthistle out wherever they can.

Today, that happens to be a hunting patrol. It’s just the two of them, allowing the black and white warrior to stew in the lapses of speaking between them. It gives him time to think. About Houndthistle and his sorry state, about WindClan as a whole. Sootstar is on a warpath, out for vengeance against what seems to be every single clan. And while it’s justified, entirely understandable, Gravelsnap has found himself flinching away at every mention of it. He is prepared to throw himself into battle for his clan, but since the days of his own father’s training, a desire for vengeance has always simmered. He cannot help but to recall what Houndthistle had said to him once, about losing everything.

He wants revenge. He wants to find the vile creature who marred his mentor’s face and hunt them down. An eye for an eye. Houndthistle has warned him specifically against such things—but his father has drilled into him a sense of vindictiveness. Perhaps WindClan will face ShadowClan again someday, and their claws will just happen to meet the face of whichever foul-breathed swamp rat hurt the tom who walks beside him. They think of charging into battle, of fighting side by side with their apprentice. But just as their past always has been, the thought grows blurry, messy. Bloody.

Thriftpaw… he’s hardly more than a kit, even at this point. They can’t drag him into battle, not when they could lose him. What if they lose him? They were only made a warrior a few months ago; they can’t be trusted to keep themself alive in battle, much less a younger, more inexperienced cat! But leaving him behind would be worse, wouldn’t it? Every WindClanner needs to have a taste of battle, don’t they? "Houndthistle," he says at last, tilting an ear toward the older tom. "Can I ask you a question?"

// @HOUNDTHISTLE
[ you put the fun into dysfunction ]
 

"BECAUSE COWBOY DAN'S A MAJOR PLAYER IN THE COWBOY SCENE"

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He'd adjusted well to his minimized perception so far, no longer stumbling around aimlessly and able to have some of that confidence return to his gait, but tension coiled his shoulders and every so often his eyes would sneak a glare in the direction of the trees that rose just across the pine trees, his jaw working as he ground his teeth in silent anger and a myriad of emotions he didn't have the mental fortitude to even begin to unravel. It distracted him from this current moment more than anything, barely even paying attention to the hunt that former mentor and apprentice were currently on. It wasn't until Gravelsnap's voice, still holding some of that boyish timbre, brought him from his silent seething did he realize he was glaring full blown daggers at Skyclan's territory as though his very will would burn that entire forest to the ground. Inhaling deeply, he steeled his gaze and glanced to the black and white cat, meeting their green gaze with his own. "'Course. What's feastin' on ya, boy?" He asks, ensuring his tone was as calm and clear as the river water that ran through the territories, giving a curious, probing tilt of his head as he gave Gravelsnap his entire attention.


"speech"

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  • Physical Health
    75%
    ⤷ left eye is blinded, deep bite wound and claw marks in chest, stomach, face, and shoulders. Currently offscreen healing thanks to Wolfsong
    Mental Health
    98%

  • Single | Bicurious | Not actively looking | Interested in Wolfsong, Scorchstreak, Sootspritespark

    Houndthistle is both an easy one to gain the trust of and impossible to gain the trust of. He'll rarely reveal personal information or be vulnerable-if he's even capable of such things-but he will show trust in his willingness to lay his life down. To gain it, he needs evidence that you're loyal and strong, same as him, otherwise he understands he may one day have to come head to head with you.

    — will start fights / will not flee / will not show mercy
    excels at Fighting, Tracking, Following Orders, Intimidation
    poor at climbing, swimming, stealth, talking, strategy, politics
    — sounds like: deep, gravelled and thick with a sort of country accent / Arthur Morgan
    — smells of iron, leather, and wood
    — speech is #435E75