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There is no way to make a retreat feel anything other than cowardly, and no matter what way Scorchstreak spins it, this is a personal failure on her part. Her fellow tunnelers did not do anything wrong, did not misstep; the blame for their attack lies squarely upon her own bloodied shoulders. She should have been keeping a better eye out, been more careful. Should have stayed closer to the horseplace. Even as the four of them run, fleeing back to the safety that lies in numbers, Scorchstreak cannot disentangle herself from the guilt that floods her mind. They all live, but only because they got lucky. Her mistakes could have cost any one of them their lives. She grits her teeth, golden gaze flickering to Pinkpaw. What if…
She shakes her head as a paw catches on a rock and she nearly goes tumbling. She rights herself, but only barely, and pain lances down the leg from her shoulder. "We’re nearly there," the calico pants. The sky has opened up since they turned to run, and snowflakes tumble down from the heavens with steadily increasing density. The cold of it seeps into her paws—into her bones. By the time they reach the barn, the wind has picked up, and the chill has turned biting. Her coarse coat ripples with the strong breeze, offering little defense from the cold wind when it is soaked through in patches with blood—she’s certain it has only stopped flowing because it has frozen to her pelt.
Scorchstreak stumbles into the barn at the back of the patrol, chest heaving. She has never felt so useless, so weak; she had allowed herself to be bested by a cat who was once her clanmate. "Someone bring Sunstride," she says as soon as they pass through the doors and into the barn. She holds no authority and her wounds shine with blood, but still she issues the demand to whatever cat they come across first. Find Sunstride. He needs to know. She glances to Rattleheart, and then to Mouseflight, surveying them for wounds. Her own injuries fade to the back of her mind, unimportant in the face of any injuries that Pinkpaw and the others have sustained. "And Wolfsong. We were attacked by some of Sootstar’s warriors."
// @PINKPAW @RATTLEHEART @Mouseflight this is set a few days before cottonfang & downypaw’s arrival!
She shakes her head as a paw catches on a rock and she nearly goes tumbling. She rights herself, but only barely, and pain lances down the leg from her shoulder. "We’re nearly there," the calico pants. The sky has opened up since they turned to run, and snowflakes tumble down from the heavens with steadily increasing density. The cold of it seeps into her paws—into her bones. By the time they reach the barn, the wind has picked up, and the chill has turned biting. Her coarse coat ripples with the strong breeze, offering little defense from the cold wind when it is soaked through in patches with blood—she’s certain it has only stopped flowing because it has frozen to her pelt.
Scorchstreak stumbles into the barn at the back of the patrol, chest heaving. She has never felt so useless, so weak; she had allowed herself to be bested by a cat who was once her clanmate. "Someone bring Sunstride," she says as soon as they pass through the doors and into the barn. She holds no authority and her wounds shine with blood, but still she issues the demand to whatever cat they come across first. Find Sunstride. He needs to know. She glances to Rattleheart, and then to Mouseflight, surveying them for wounds. Her own injuries fade to the back of her mind, unimportant in the face of any injuries that Pinkpaw and the others have sustained. "And Wolfsong. We were attacked by some of Sootstar’s warriors."
// @PINKPAW @RATTLEHEART @Mouseflight this is set a few days before cottonfang & downypaw’s arrival!
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