Palefire would admittedly be taken aback if she knew that Thundergleam was interested in nothing more than forming a genuine connection with her; in
helping her to feel better. The rest of her clanmates rightfully felt she deserved to be miserable, and she felt that way herself. It never crossed her mind that there could be someone who thought differently, who wanted her to be happy again. Someone that didn’t blame her for the terrible things that had happened in the past. And even still, at seeing Thundergleam’s kind smile, she felt at peace for the first time in a long time. No hatred, no judgement, just companionship.
She needed this.
A soft purr rumbled in her chest as Thundergleam passed the bird back to her, grateful for the feather she’d tucked behind her ear. It was a bold gesture, perhaps, but she was right; the bright blue of the feather stood out brilliantly in comparison to the molly’s pale ivory fur. Tentatively she took her first bite of the blue jay, savoring the decadent mouthful as she considered the warrior’s question.
“Would you share the feathers around often, in your youth?”
Visions danced through her mind of playing with Bluestride when they were both impossibly small, weaving the blue feathers into his pelt. She didn’t have many pleasant memories of her kithood, as traumatic as it had been, but those were some of her favorite.
“Yes, we did…. My brother and I. His fur is grey, and my eyes are blue, so we liked to think the feathers matched both of us. Like they… connected us,” She mused fondly, her gaze distant as she recalled her youth.
“I also gave them to Moonwhisper and Roeflame’s kittens, more recently. They all loved it. In fact,” she laughed softly,
“I vividly remember Meadowkit wanting to shove one up her sister’s nose.” Now
that was one wild child, though Palefire was very fond of the girl.
Sharp blue eyes refocused onto Thundergleam suddenly, and she smiled apologetically as she realized she’d drifted away into her memories.
“Sorry. I don’t… I don’t talk about these things much.” It was a disheartening admission, one she felt quite pathetic about saying out loud. But the truth was, it had been many moons now since she’d had any real friends she could trust enough to open herself up to. She’d lost almost all her closest companions after the wolf incident, largely because most of them had also been involved.
Palefire roughly shook out her fur to stabilize herself again, reaching out a paw to roll the bird back to Thundergleam. It felt almost as if their conversation moved with their shared prey. She struggled to find something less deep, less personal to ask, so the attention would move off of her.
“Anyways, um.. how’re you liking Thunderclan? It must’ve been hard to adjust to clan life.” She’d been born and raised in the clan, and couldn’t imagine what it was like leave everything you’d ever known behind to start something entirely new.
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PALEFIRE ♡ she / her, warrior of thunderclan, 16 moons
⭃ lh lilac lynx point w/ low white and blue eyes.
⭃ currently emotionally withdrawn, all opinions are strictly ic.
⭃ single, open to relationships / npc x npc / sister to bluestride.
⭃ mentor to no one / formerly mentored by nightbird.
⭃ peaceful and healing powerplay permitted.
⭃ underline and tag when attacking.
⭃ penned by limerence ↛ @limericks. on discord, dm for plots.