- Jun 20, 2022
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// @BUCKGAIT.
He's had this dream a thousand times. He watches her paddle weakly across the stream bordering their island camp, stumble onto land with dark red ooze seeping out of wounds he can't see. He trying to run to her, but no matter how fast he pushes his paws he doesn't grow closer. So he tries to shout instead, but his jaws only stretch into a soundless yowl. He's helpless, and he can't get to her. All he can do is helplessly watch more blood leave her body until it drowns her, and he's alone.
Lightningstone starts with a short gasp, head snapping up from where it had been resting across his paws. Breathing heavily, he looks beside him, seeing the stirring form of Buckgait. It's hard to tell if she's awake or not. He pushes himself to his paws and carefully steps around her. He weaves his way out of the warrior's den, the cold nipping painfully at his face. His paws immediately take him to the river, gliding through the reeds until he can sit on the pebbly shore. A heavy, steadying exhale is released. Guilty. To this day, he feels guilty for not going to her on that night. He'd only been worrying about himself. Not her, who searched for him as she bled. And now, he's lonelier than ever. He has his siblings. And he and Buckgait continue to spend time together on hunts and patrols. But they had never talked about that day in the clearing. They're so close during the days, and yet still worlds apart. Stars, his head's a mess.
He's had this dream a thousand times. He watches her paddle weakly across the stream bordering their island camp, stumble onto land with dark red ooze seeping out of wounds he can't see. He trying to run to her, but no matter how fast he pushes his paws he doesn't grow closer. So he tries to shout instead, but his jaws only stretch into a soundless yowl. He's helpless, and he can't get to her. All he can do is helplessly watch more blood leave her body until it drowns her, and he's alone.
Lightningstone starts with a short gasp, head snapping up from where it had been resting across his paws. Breathing heavily, he looks beside him, seeing the stirring form of Buckgait. It's hard to tell if she's awake or not. He pushes himself to his paws and carefully steps around her. He weaves his way out of the warrior's den, the cold nipping painfully at his face. His paws immediately take him to the river, gliding through the reeds until he can sit on the pebbly shore. A heavy, steadying exhale is released. Guilty. To this day, he feels guilty for not going to her on that night. He'd only been worrying about himself. Not her, who searched for him as she bled. And now, he's lonelier than ever. He has his siblings. And he and Buckgait continue to spend time together on hunts and patrols. But they had never talked about that day in the clearing. They're so close during the days, and yet still worlds apart. Stars, his head's a mess.