her whole world felt as if it had been spinning out of hand. as a calculated and careful feline, she had become all too used to things going in her favor. it just made sense that way. diligence in your plans lead to success in your actions. it had given her a false sense of control, but fallacies were fickle. loss after loss had been taken, and there was nothing she could do to prevent it. the idea was driving her crazy. pondering what would hit them next had stolen her sleep and held her mind as a hostage.
it wasn't all a bad thing though, at least for the times that sleep defied her she could go out and hunt. it had been satisfying enough, but today she entered camp, paws and muscles aching for something else. her head still held high, but the signs of fatigue were present in the slight droop of her ears and tail, the redness tinging her silver gaze. that paired with the blood on her muzzle from her hunt made her look more of a beast than a cat. quickly, she deposited her catch and tried not to dwell on it's unimpressive state. food was food, she reminded herself, but it did not help the feelings of uselessness bubbling up inside of her.
she could not let it dwell, today she had another event lined up. almost as swift as she entered, nightbird left camp and made her way to the sandy hollow where she would meet sunfreckle. he was not an opponent she would ever pick out in battle, by size alone he had her beat. but she needed to do something, prove it to at least herself that her skills had not faltered, that she could defend against any opponent that stepped foot onto their land. her confidence was unwavering as she approached the lead warrior, tail twitching in anticipation behind her. "ready when you are," she uttered, taking a defensive stance in preparation.
//please wait for @Sunfreckle ;D
it wasn't all a bad thing though, at least for the times that sleep defied her she could go out and hunt. it had been satisfying enough, but today she entered camp, paws and muscles aching for something else. her head still held high, but the signs of fatigue were present in the slight droop of her ears and tail, the redness tinging her silver gaze. that paired with the blood on her muzzle from her hunt made her look more of a beast than a cat. quickly, she deposited her catch and tried not to dwell on it's unimpressive state. food was food, she reminded herself, but it did not help the feelings of uselessness bubbling up inside of her.
she could not let it dwell, today she had another event lined up. almost as swift as she entered, nightbird left camp and made her way to the sandy hollow where she would meet sunfreckle. he was not an opponent she would ever pick out in battle, by size alone he had her beat. but she needed to do something, prove it to at least herself that her skills had not faltered, that she could defend against any opponent that stepped foot onto their land. her confidence was unwavering as she approached the lead warrior, tail twitching in anticipation behind her. "ready when you are," she uttered, taking a defensive stance in preparation.
//please wait for @Sunfreckle ;D
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