- Sep 2, 2023
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His mother and sister are both so far away now, out of his reach, out of his sight. If anything were to happen to them on the journey—no one would even know until it was too late to help them. Falconpaw could never forgive himself if either of them died, but how could he leave behind his clan, his mentor, the only home he’s ever known? He isn’t meant to go past the forest, to step into the vast open spaces that wait past the treeline. He’s meant to remain here and defend his clan from whatever threats may come in the meantime. He’s meant to stare into the starry sky each night and wonder whether Flamewhisker and Stormpaw are looking up at the same view, thinking of home just as he thinks of them.
The cream tabby slumps onto his haunches, leaning heavily against the tree he stands beneath. The bark snags at his fur, but the sting of a few hairs being pulled at doesn’t even begin to compare to the tightness in his chest. They could be hurt. They could be dead! And he’s just… sitting here, too afraid to leave ThunderClan! He should have gone with them, and the guilt is eating him alive. He grits his teeth, white-tipped tail lashing. The single mouse he’d caught for the clan earlier seems like so little now, compared against the dangers that his mountain-bound clanmates are surely facing. "You’re useless," he hisses under his breath, swiping his claws through the dirt at his paws.
The cream tabby slumps onto his haunches, leaning heavily against the tree he stands beneath. The bark snags at his fur, but the sting of a few hairs being pulled at doesn’t even begin to compare to the tightness in his chest. They could be hurt. They could be dead! And he’s just… sitting here, too afraid to leave ThunderClan! He should have gone with them, and the guilt is eating him alive. He grits his teeth, white-tipped tail lashing. The single mouse he’d caught for the clan earlier seems like so little now, compared against the dangers that his mountain-bound clanmates are surely facing. "You’re useless," he hisses under his breath, swiping his claws through the dirt at his paws.
[ find me way out there ]