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There had always been a pattern with his anger, something he had recognised within himself, something unbreakable because it was comfortable. Things would escalate quickly, he would cool down over a meal or sleep and he could spend the next moon reflecting on what had happened. He could regret and regret and regret but never change - yet, despite the ramifications, he felt no regret over Raccoonstripe. The other was ThunderClan personified, all its good and evil, all it had taken for granted from his home and all the nothing it had offered in return. He did not like thinking that Figfeather was right to take territory from them, especially without Orangestar's permission, but again, the idea seemed tempting when all he wanted to do was leap back into the fray.
He moved into camp with an unsteady gait, claw wounds upon his chest, and a bite mark upon his leg, neither deep enough to linger forever, but certainly enough to hurt and hinder for the time being. Silversmoke imagined someone's voice now, 'perhaps they'll make you think twice about what you're doing', and had already decided it likely wouldn't. Over and over he looked past his own shoulder, wondering if he would find Raccoonstripe there, wondering if the world would freeze for but a moment so they could finish what they started.
The spotted tabby bit down on his tongue as he peered at the horizon longingly - when had it stopped being about doing the right thing and started being about winning the fight?
He blinked fervently and the trees went back to normal, any pathways back towards the border mentally blocked. Owlishly, his head swiveled back around, awkwardly locking eyes with a clanmate before his gaze shifted to the Leader's Den. A huff escaped him, he didn't know who he was more unenthusiastic explaining himself to, Orangestar or Johnnyflame. When he saw neither around, explaining to another warrior what had happened was almost practice. "Raccoonstripe crossed our borders and attacked me. The amount of insults he's hurled our way and the nitwit can't even take one back, he—" With the way his fur shot to the stars, there was a moment in time where he looked more hyena than feline. Somehow, that felt more like a vent than an explanation. He took another step, felt pain once more, and decided he was entitled to that at least.
"Foxheart. ThunderClan hasn't changed, not if they enable behaviour like his with titles and praise."
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