- Oct 17, 2022
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MAYBE I'D BE A SAINT IF I WEREN'T ————————————
Cindershade’s near miss after jumping off the twoleg bridge left Snakeblink shaken, but not, he thinks, as much as Cindershade herself. Coming this close to drowning would make most cats wary of the rivers they call home.
The shadowed molly certainly doesn’t show her hesitation openly, but Snakeblink is always watching. He sees what others might not: the slight hitch in her stride before stepping into the water, the wariness in her sharp eyes before diving into deep water. He never came as close to drowning as she did that day, but he recognizes that look from his own face anyway: long in the past, after the river had swelled with heavy rain and swept his sibling away. He had never seen the water as a threat before. He remembers the gripping fear, the once-easy swim in the shallows turned into a harrowing ordeal.
He also remembers that what got him over that fear then, what comforted him, had been the presence of his mother, and the knowledge that she would do everything in her power to keep him safe. He had been a kit then, still persuaded that as long as his mother was near he could never be in danger.
Cindershade does not have the benefit of such a naive relief. But the way she thanked Clayfur and him after escaping the twoleg line’s grasp has him believing that perhaps it doesn’t matter. They will try to keep her safe and she knows it: it might be sufficient to embolden her once more.
The hot weather has given Snakeblink the best excuse possible to invite Cindershade for a swim: few river cats would pass up the opportunity to cool down when the sun is high, and the lower water levels that are causing them trouble at the moment at least mean that the river seems less dark and daunting than usual.
”It will be nice to escape the heat for a moment,” he muses aloud while they approach the water’s edge. He fills the silence with a light stream of chatter as he steps directly into the water until he’s submerged up to his neck, kicking his paws away from the silt of the river bed to swim in a loose circle. ”I almost wish Frogpaw was still in need of swimming lessons — I could use the excuse to spend all day in the water…
Looking over his shoulder at his friend, he adds, ”Are you coming in?”
The shadowed molly certainly doesn’t show her hesitation openly, but Snakeblink is always watching. He sees what others might not: the slight hitch in her stride before stepping into the water, the wariness in her sharp eyes before diving into deep water. He never came as close to drowning as she did that day, but he recognizes that look from his own face anyway: long in the past, after the river had swelled with heavy rain and swept his sibling away. He had never seen the water as a threat before. He remembers the gripping fear, the once-easy swim in the shallows turned into a harrowing ordeal.
He also remembers that what got him over that fear then, what comforted him, had been the presence of his mother, and the knowledge that she would do everything in her power to keep him safe. He had been a kit then, still persuaded that as long as his mother was near he could never be in danger.
Cindershade does not have the benefit of such a naive relief. But the way she thanked Clayfur and him after escaping the twoleg line’s grasp has him believing that perhaps it doesn’t matter. They will try to keep her safe and she knows it: it might be sufficient to embolden her once more.
The hot weather has given Snakeblink the best excuse possible to invite Cindershade for a swim: few river cats would pass up the opportunity to cool down when the sun is high, and the lower water levels that are causing them trouble at the moment at least mean that the river seems less dark and daunting than usual.
”It will be nice to escape the heat for a moment,” he muses aloud while they approach the water’s edge. He fills the silence with a light stream of chatter as he steps directly into the water until he’s submerged up to his neck, kicking his paws away from the silt of the river bed to swim in a loose circle. ”I almost wish Frogpaw was still in need of swimming lessons — I could use the excuse to spend all day in the water…
Looking over his shoulder at his friend, he adds, ”Are you coming in?”
——————————————————————————————————— so god damn lonely
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please wait for @Cindershade !
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— Snakeblink • he / him. 42 ☾, riverclan warrior
— a sleek, skinny tabby with long ears and a scar over his right eye.
— gay, not actually evil, penned by @Kangoo