- Aug 1, 2023
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Dog's - blood splatters his face, a crowning starburst outwards from his re - split lower jaw, marking the source . . . the place where fangs had met stinking flesh and found a yielding home. He hadn't the time to fully cleanse himself of the remnants of his battle, one living in that hellish limbo between victory and defeat. Victory, where his claws had found sweet purchase, where the discordant chords of his blood had unified in that rare song, purging him of the itch of sin, of the thrumming living cicada - song woven into his veins. Defeat, where Lichenstar had lain bleeding and gutted on the blood - splattered earth, where the dog's teeth had rent her underbelly and the Twoleg's malice had shredded her foreleg.
It's an angel's balancing act, and he is no angel; the world comes to collapse in the face of the grey area, and he finds himself drifting towards familiar places . . . towards the willow den. It smells no longer of breaking storms and distant horizons marred by black clouds, of salt - drenched smoke and heat - warped air; now the air is perfumed with the barest remnants of berries crushed under little paws, and with a scent half - familiar, one he's quick to identify as Lichenstar. So she is in here.
" May I enter? " he calls, and upon the affirmative, makes quick and regretful work of scrubbing most of the blood from his face, though persistent traces of it cling to his expanding porcelain mask. How long has that been there, anyways . . . ? is a question he's fast to deem irrelevant with a slight guilty twinge, as though caught creeping over the border to meet a lover. Even if the den had once housed his father, a formidable phantom himself, he has to duck a little to wedge himself inside, muscled back pressed to the wall so not as to intrude on the healing she - cat's personal space. Technically, he should be in the medicine den; the wounds on his forelegs still burn, and Moonbeam had commanded he stay inside, and yet . . .
. . . he felt drawn here. A siren's song, maybe, but he knows it's not comfort or love he seeks; both long lost to the gorge and to a makeshift grave in the marshes of ShadowClan. He doesn't quite know what he wants, but with the dog's blood still splattering his legs and lingering on his face where he'd not been thorough enough, he has a feverish idea. His words give no indication of these shadowy introspections, simple questions delivered in a gravelly tone, " How are you feeling? Have you been informed of what happened after you . . . ? "
It's an angel's balancing act, and he is no angel; the world comes to collapse in the face of the grey area, and he finds himself drifting towards familiar places . . . towards the willow den. It smells no longer of breaking storms and distant horizons marred by black clouds, of salt - drenched smoke and heat - warped air; now the air is perfumed with the barest remnants of berries crushed under little paws, and with a scent half - familiar, one he's quick to identify as Lichenstar. So she is in here.
" May I enter? " he calls, and upon the affirmative, makes quick and regretful work of scrubbing most of the blood from his face, though persistent traces of it cling to his expanding porcelain mask. How long has that been there, anyways . . . ? is a question he's fast to deem irrelevant with a slight guilty twinge, as though caught creeping over the border to meet a lover. Even if the den had once housed his father, a formidable phantom himself, he has to duck a little to wedge himself inside, muscled back pressed to the wall so not as to intrude on the healing she - cat's personal space. Technically, he should be in the medicine den; the wounds on his forelegs still burn, and Moonbeam had commanded he stay inside, and yet . . .
. . . he felt drawn here. A siren's song, maybe, but he knows it's not comfort or love he seeks; both long lost to the gorge and to a makeshift grave in the marshes of ShadowClan. He doesn't quite know what he wants, but with the dog's blood still splattering his legs and lingering on his face where he'd not been thorough enough, he has a feverish idea. His words give no indication of these shadowy introspections, simple questions delivered in a gravelly tone, " How are you feeling? Have you been informed of what happened after you . . . ? "