- Dec 25, 2022
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Being on bed rest isn't as terrible as they'd initially feared. The medicine den is rarely quiet; she has plenty of denmates to observe and converse with, should she so choose. Wolfsong, Cottonpaw, and an entire litter of kits. They're nice company, especially the little ones, though each stirs up their own unique flavor of anxieties within the tunneler that she continually does her best to overlook -- often in vain. Still, everyone's presence fortunately helps to stave off the lurking restlessness, though with each passing day it grows increasingly difficult to ignore. Icebreath genuinely can't recall a time she'd ever been as inactive as these past several days, or anything close. It feels so wrong. Her mind, body, and heart long for the tunnels. She itches to run, to feel the flesh of a hare between her teeth as she delivers the final bite. They long to do something, anything, instead of just sitting around like a lame duck, useless to the clan. Cats are sick, starving, dying, and there's nothing they can do.
Constantly they worry that their clanmates suspect them of laziness, even though Wolfsong had forbidden them from working. This fear almost stops them from laying just outside the medicine den today to get some fresh air and sunlight; it feels weird to wave her idleness it in front of everyone's face, as if doing it out in the open suggests that she actually enjoys this. But eventually she does limp her way out into the camp, glancing around nervously, cheeks warm from self-consciousness as she settles back down onto the ground. A breeze stirs her snowy pelt and she lifts her chin to enjoy it, though it isn't long before her tail tip begins to restlessly twitch. It feels forced. They lower their gaze to the ground, dragging a claw through the tightly-packed sand. She follows the same path over and over, digging a deeper and deeper ravine (for an ant, perhaps), watching as the sand begins to form a little pile. After a bit, they slap their uninjured paw onto the pile, flattening it, and then flop down onto their side with a sigh.
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