- May 19, 2023
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The loss had been brutal to swallow. Out of all the ways he imagined losing he might lose his mother, naively Heatherpaw never thought it would be from her own undoing. He imagined, maybe once he had received the full honors of a warrior, she would have gotten better. That she would have returned with him to the tunnels and praised him for how strong he was and how excellent his skills were. That maybe him being grown and looking so much like his father would have motivated her to start living again.
Heatherpaw hadn't been right the past few days. His energy low, his appetite... receding. He grew worried that the sickness she had must have spread to him. Maybe it was genetic, how they reacted to death. Would he sink into the same pit of despair she had? Would he sleep in his nest, day and night in the darkness of an old set with hardly the motivation to get his own food?
It was hard to bounce back from, he was reassured.
His mother found peace in StarClan, he was reassured.
She would protect him and love him from the stars, he was reassured.
Heatherpaw gritted his teeth as he tore himself away from the fresh-kill pile. His sharp movement suddenly had him nose-to-nose with one of his denmates, Sedgepaw. The toms mismatched eyes blinked in surprise. "Sorry, friend." Sheepishly he took a step back from the spotted tom. "Um, I meant to say thank you before... For being kind to me." He felt embarrassingly weak even still. To be seen so broken and distraught like that.
@SEDGEPAW
Heatherpaw hadn't been right the past few days. His energy low, his appetite... receding. He grew worried that the sickness she had must have spread to him. Maybe it was genetic, how they reacted to death. Would he sink into the same pit of despair she had? Would he sleep in his nest, day and night in the darkness of an old set with hardly the motivation to get his own food?
It was hard to bounce back from, he was reassured.
His mother found peace in StarClan, he was reassured.
She would protect him and love him from the stars, he was reassured.
Heatherpaw gritted his teeth as he tore himself away from the fresh-kill pile. His sharp movement suddenly had him nose-to-nose with one of his denmates, Sedgepaw. The toms mismatched eyes blinked in surprise. "Sorry, friend." Sheepishly he took a step back from the spotted tom. "Um, I meant to say thank you before... For being kind to me." He felt embarrassingly weak even still. To be seen so broken and distraught like that.
@SEDGEPAW
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