- Jun 15, 2023
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die with memories , not dreams .
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Kaede broke the surface with a choked wheeze, water gliding down his face and causing ripples in the disturbed water. Dual optics narrowed, nose wrinkling at the onslaught of burning it brought, shoulders quivering as he coughed, water sputtering from an open maw as he drew breath. Damn. He huffed, paw reaching to press against the shallow wound across his cheek, pulling back with a wince. His gaze veered, following the trickle of watered-down ichor, staining his fur and turning the water a diluted crimson. He sighed, pulling further back from the water, ears flat against his helm.
Was this the feeling of failure? His maw remained empty, unable to catch any fish once again. His brother had been far better at catching fish than he ever could. Kaede winced. Oh. His muscular build would be his downfall, wouldn’t it? The bi-colored tom sighed, darkened lips pulled into a bitter grimace. A truth he knew all too well. A truth driven into him since birth. Of course, it didn’t hurt any less than when he realized his father would never see him as something worthy. “Always a disappointment.” He hummed, voice void of emotion save for the hurt that swirled within his dual-toned optics. That was fine. He was alright with it as much as it pained him to realize. He just needed to be better. He needed to prove to Father that he wasn’t a screw-up. Maybe one day he would make his father proud, but that day seemed far out of grasp as Kaede peered into the watery depths, blood welling up from the cut his father gave him.
With a shaky breath, Kaede dove headfirst into the water, paws cupping the water until he remained afloat, head bowed to peer into the water, catching sight of a few fish fluttering about. With a narrowed gaze of determination, Kaede set off to ( drown ) hunt like his father asked, ignoring the burn of his nostrils and throat, chest quivering in need of air, but Kaede was a stubborn tom with accomplishing his father’s expectations if it killed him.
Kaede broke the surface with a choked wheeze, water gliding down his face and causing ripples in the disturbed water. Dual optics narrowed, nose wrinkling at the onslaught of burning it brought, shoulders quivering as he coughed, water sputtering from an open maw as he drew breath. Damn. He huffed, paw reaching to press against the shallow wound across his cheek, pulling back with a wince. His gaze veered, following the trickle of watered-down ichor, staining his fur and turning the water a diluted crimson. He sighed, pulling further back from the water, ears flat against his helm.
Was this the feeling of failure? His maw remained empty, unable to catch any fish once again. His brother had been far better at catching fish than he ever could. Kaede winced. Oh. His muscular build would be his downfall, wouldn’t it? The bi-colored tom sighed, darkened lips pulled into a bitter grimace. A truth he knew all too well. A truth driven into him since birth. Of course, it didn’t hurt any less than when he realized his father would never see him as something worthy. “Always a disappointment.” He hummed, voice void of emotion save for the hurt that swirled within his dual-toned optics. That was fine. He was alright with it as much as it pained him to realize. He just needed to be better. He needed to prove to Father that he wasn’t a screw-up. Maybe one day he would make his father proud, but that day seemed far out of grasp as Kaede peered into the watery depths, blood welling up from the cut his father gave him.
With a shaky breath, Kaede dove headfirst into the water, paws cupping the water until he remained afloat, head bowed to peer into the water, catching sight of a few fish fluttering about. With a narrowed gaze of determination, Kaede set off to ( drown ) hunt like his father asked, ignoring the burn of his nostrils and throat, chest quivering in need of air, but Kaede was a stubborn tom with accomplishing his father’s expectations if it killed him.
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